Falling in love with my Bestfriend

5

The whole way home was silent I would look over at Adri and you could tell there's was tension between the both of us. "Adrian what's wrong." I pulled her face towards me. She looked at me in my eyes and smacked my hand away from her "one thing Dashawn where's the best friend I used to have in middle school can you answer that for me.? Cause I remember that my best friend never raised his voice at me- tears start rolling down her eyes- I don't have words to explain the way I feel."I pull up in the drive way and she gets her stuff out and runs straight to her room in my house which was actually a guest room but she turned it into hers in 8th grade when my mom used to live here. I ran upstairs into the room to find her sitting at her vanity looking at her self balling crying I can't stand her being this way. I picked her up and sat on her bed but shortly after she got up and started pacing back and forth "baby just sit down I'm sorry okay." "NO ITS NOT OKAY I DONT KNOW WHAT I GOT MYSELF INTO I MEAN I CANT HANDLE THIS SHIT AND YOUR JUST SITTING BACK LIKE YOUR FUCKING HIGH OFF SOME SHIT." I was actually a little high I'm not gonna lie. I stood up and grabbed for her arm but she turned around and pushed me and I fell on the bed. I don't take that shit lightly so I stood up and smacked the hell out of her. She quickly grabbed her face and looked at me and shook her head I know I went wrong. "ALL THIS SHIT THAT I WENT THROUGH FOR YOU I WORKED MY ASS OFF TO HELP YOU EVEN WHEN YOU WENT TO JAIL maybe I should have known better maybe if I shouldn't have let you in to my life the way you are everything would have been better if I had just went on that date with Marcus haha maybe you really never loved me." She looked at me for a second then went to the bathroom I stand there thinking damn I went wrong until I heard and electric razor and Adrian crying and gasping for air I busted in the bathroom took the razor from her and threw it I pick her up and sat on the floor with her in my lap rocking back and forth I started crying "baby I'm sorry I'm sorry I don't want you to do this I fucked up im sorry please forgive me baby girl just hear me out." "I loved you I would never hurt you and you repay me with this." " I know sorry ain't gonna help shit but I'm sorry and that's on my dead momma." I kissed her on her forehead and picked her up and put her on the bed and let her be.

Adrian POV

I don't know what to think at this point i'm so confused maybe this wasn't worth my time. I sit just thinking then something popped in my head! He said he would never lie to me.....But look at this hes a thug right so he has has hoes all around him all the time he had to have fucked one of them..... oh hell nah i'm getting to the bottom of this ALL.. I get up and walk into Day day's room mad as ever "Did you fuck one of them?" "fuck one of who" he says standing up fast... "one of those hoes you mess with..." "umm yeah." "shit i knew it ugh maybe its best if i go stay with my granny for a while" " what no please i need you here will you come back?" " i don't know at this point but i gotta go." i walked to my room and got my phone and charger with my backpack with my school things in it cause school started in a week and i didn't plan on being back anytime soon...i called my granny

PHONE CALL

Me; granny can you come pick me up at Dashawns house?

Granny; when baby

Me; ugh like right now?

Granny; okay im on my way ill be there in 10 minutes

Me; okay love you

Granny; love you too

END OF PHONE CALL

I go down stairs and Day Day was sitting in the living room i just looked at him and walked out of the house.. i put in my headphones not caring if Day Day was behind me... my granny pulled up with her tinted windows...before I could get in Day Day pulled my arm and turned me around "I don't want you to go" he said look at me I pushed him off me "I DONT WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU..can't you see this isn't working out, I'm done" I got in my granny's car and she zoomed off "Granny though she was gonna have to pull out her glock" I just laughed, my granny got me McDonalds and we went to her house I went to my room and fell on the bed. Oh how I miss this room...The walls were lime green and blue, and my cage where my monkey stayed. I miss my monkey......I got up from the bed and went down stairs there was a strange car in the driveway and granny talking to some boy in the kitchen. I walked in and spaced out. ZAYDEN!! I ran and jumped on him planting kisses on his face "hey sis." "Hey Zay how's college?" I asked sitting at the table "it's great I love it there!" He says getting excited. "Well I can tell since you never wanna come home." I mumbled. He pushed me "how's you and your bestfriend." When he said those five things my heart raced. I poured out and told him everything. "Leave him alone and I mean it, he's not worth it okay." He said hugging me. I smiled "oh I'm done with him. He lied so many times. But I love you Zay Zay." I said kissing him on the cheek. "I love you too; but I gotta go." I got sad as Zayden walked out the door to his car and drove away. I walked back up starts to my phone ringing. I picked it up and answered the unknown number.

PHONE CALL

me: hello
Unknown: I need a favor
Me:yeah who is this
Unknown: Alexus
Me:OMG what's wrong
(I heard sobbing)
Alexus: I need you to take Nolan
Me: why
Alexus:I have HIV Adrian
(I couldn't say a word what did she just say...)