Jude and Connor : the kiss

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Just after kiss in 2x18

JUDE POV

"I.... I should probably go" Connor replies hesitantly, each word like a knife to my heart. "Daria really wanted to see me." After a moments silence and awkward eye contact, Connor rose from his knees and left the room. I was completely speechless. What had just happened? Had Connor really kissed me? And why was he leaving? Did I do something wrong? Connor had been toying with my emotions for months. We had just resolved the awkwardness from the last kiss we had shared in the tent but now we were back to square one.

I sat motionless in my room, reminiscing about Connors sweet lips. The thought of it made me a little too excited and I felt the bulge of my member rub uncomfortably against my jeans. This wasn't okay. I couldn't feel like this, especially about my only friend at Anchor Beach. I tried to get him out of my head, I paced the room, I played video games, went on facebook, texted and yet it all resulted into one thought. Connor. I don't understand him. One minute he shows his raw and bare emotions and then he retreats and pushes me away. I haven't gotten the chance to tell him that I feel the same way. I got up from my now stone cold room and left to find him. I needed to see him.

For the duration of my search, I couldn't get the kiss off of his mind. The warmth that Connor's lips had possessed left an imprint on my mind. The way the shape of his plush, thick lips had moulded around mine was impeccable, I wanted more. Connor was my kryptonite, my one weakness. Through the foster system I'd grown a strong immunity to other people but Connor had a talent of breaking down my walls. I couldn't help feeling vulnerable and hurt after Connor had abandoned me after our moment of pure, unadulterated passion. I knew what I needed. I had to find a way to get Connor alone so that we could talk about what had happened.

CONNORS POV

Just after kiss

"I.... I should probably go" I say, lying through my teeth. "Daria really wanted to see me." It killed me lying to Jude like that but what else could I do? The only reason I got to see him was because my dad thought I was with Daria. I had to keep my appearances up if I was going to continue seeing Jude. God, I want to kiss him again, just lean in and enjoy his thin, virgin lips for one more time. But I decide against it, if I did that I knew I'd never leave. I get up and exit the room before I change my mind.

I reach the top of the stairs, the stairs that I had climbed countless times but something seemed different. It was like they were steeper, harder to manoeuvre. It was almost as if someone was telling me to go back. However when I heard movement from Jude's room, I hopped down the stairs quicker then ever before. I was face to face with the door and part of me told me that this was a mistake, that I should go back up there and be with Jude, my soulmate. But reality kicked in and I lifted the heavy door to let myself out.

I go outside and begin the trek to Daria's house. It was a long way to go but it gave me time to think of what to do. Was it wrong to string Daria along just so I could see Jude? Would Jude even want to see me again after I had just left like that? I think about turning back, bursting into Jude's room and plunging my lips to his again. I think about all the things I should say to him. How long I've wanted to kiss him. How long I've wanted to tell him how I feel. But I have to resolve things with Daria before any of that could happen. After that, I plan to talk to Jude alone so we can talk about what just happened.