Jude and Connor : the kiss

Im not ready

Jude's POV

Connor sat on top of me and continued to kiss me with intense emotion and I reciprocated. I felt him lean his body, telling me that we wanted to switch positions and I obliged, I was now sat on his groin area and felt him start to softly grind. I let out a soft whimper to let him know I appreciated it and I felt him chuckle as we kissed. I pinned his hands down and I felt him arch his body to be closer to me. I broke the kiss momentarily to remove his shirt and he took mine off. Without hesitation we continued and I let my hands trace down to his defined muscles feeling each part of him in detail. His hips seemed to tessellate with mine immaculately and I let my lips sink towards his chest. I used my mouth to caress him softly, my tongue circled his nipples and I could feel Connor holding in a soft whimper. All of a sudden Connor flipped me so I was the one laying down again and he mimicked my actions but I didn't hold back on my groans and moans.

Connor seemed naturally amazing at this, he used his tongue and lips together on my body to arouse me beyond anything else. I wanted to give him everything I had, I wanted to make him feel how I felt every second I was with him. In euphoria. I was about to switch positions so I could show him what he meant to me physically but then Connor started to slip lower on my torso until he was at my bully button. I felt his hands start to undo my pants and all of a sudden I realised what we doing.

"WAIT! Connor we can't! I'm... I'm not ready" I say slightly embarrassed at the fact I had to tell him. I felt the blood start to rush to my cheeks.

" Woah! Jude don't be embarrassed! It's fine! I promise! I was getting a bit ahead of myself anyways! I just want you to feel comfortable with what we do. Promise you will always tell me if I do something your not comfortable with?"

I looked down at the bed.

"Promise me" Connor said lifting my chin up.

"I... I promise... And I'm sorry Connor. But we will get there one day. I promise that too." I said reassuringly

"One day" Connor repeated and he got up to my level and simply held me. It was a moment I wouldn't trade for anything.

CONNORS POV

"One day" I repeated and I creeped up next to my boyfriend and cuddled him (me being the bigger spoon obviously) and I felt him curl into me. I could smell his hair, mango shampoo and I took I'm a deep whiff and pulled him in tighter. I was tired but I didn't want to sleep. I could simply lay here for eternity with Jude. I kissed him gently on the back of his head and realised how lucky I was to have him. He made me a better person and I couldn't thank him enough. I took in another sample of his smell and that's when I got caught.

"Why do you keep doing that?" Jude asked whilst lightly laughing.

"I thought you were asleep! Ummm... I was doing that because... Uhhhh..."

"Because I'm cute?" Jude said finishing my sentence.

"Yeah! That's exactly why! How'd you know?" I asked him

"Because you're super cute and I would have done the exact same" Jude said with a smile

I retracted my hands, sat up and crossed my arms. "I am not cute! I'm a man! A macho, manly man!" I say almost child like.

"Okay okay! Your my macho, manly man who happens to be extremely cute" Jude says whilst sitting up.

"Okay, I can settle for that I guess." I say half carelessly.

"Hey you wanna do something today?"

"Like what?" I ask curiously

"We could go to the movie theatre, reenact the whole pinky thing, that was pretty cute" jude teased

"Yeah well because of that you get no more cuddles OR kisses for the rest of the day" I say with authority.

"Nooooo I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry! I promise not another word!" Jude begged whilst miming a zip action on his lips.

"Okay you get off for good behaviour" I went over to Jude and delivered a kiss just for him and planted it on his cheek. Then another but this time on his lips and Jude deepened it again but quickly backed out.

"Nope! Remember where that got us last time?" Jude pointed out but I wanted more.

"Fine" I say and walked out his room and downstairs.

"Connor? Where are you going?"

"Where are WE going? Is the question you should be asking." I corrected

"Fine, where are we going?" Jude said with emphasis on "we"

"You'll see, I have an idea" I say turning my back and opening the door for Jude. I gesture for him to leave and he does so.

"If You will follow me please dear sir" I say in my poshest voice. And I take Jude's hand and lead him towards out first official date.

Hey guys! I have decided to do alternating points of view as opposed to the same scene twice so the story can really get moving and the chapters will start to get longer as well!