You Can't Fix Something Thats Already Broken (Matthew Espinosa)

¶Chapter One

*Amanda's POV*

As I got dressed for another day at hell, my mom calls me to come downstairs.
"Amanda honey come down please!"
"Ugh, coming!!" I really don't care about what she wants because she's oblivious to the fact that her own daughter is depressed and has been since 6th grade.
"Ok so I have some news for you... WERE MOVING TODAY!!" What.The.Actual.Hell. I just stood there shocked. I know you may be thinking 'Omg she isn't even excited to be leaving all her bullies behind and gets to be able to move on in life." Well, I get verbally bullied, physically bullied, and cyber bullied. So no matter what I can't escape.
"Mom, why are we moving?"
"I got a really good job in Virginia so you will be going to a nice school there and make new friends!" Haha new? I don't even have friends right now so they would be my first friends.
"Mom this is great! I'm gonna go and pick up my stuff from school!" I actually get to leave, oh the things I'm gonna do when I walk into that school. I ran upstairs and got dressed in a black sweatshirt that said in bold pink letters "BYE LOSERS", my favorite dark blue jeans, and my pink vans. I do my makeup, hair, brush my teeth, run downstairs, and tell my mom to pick me up when I call her so we can start packing or continue packing if she's already done some of my stuff. As I walk closer and closer to school I already can see my main bullies waiting for me to come so I can get my 'daily beating'.
"Hey slutbag! Over here!" My ex boyfriend Brandon said
"Yeah hoe!" His slutty girlfriend Mikayla said and they start giggling.
"Sorry but I'm not gonna be treated like crap today Mik- whore-la and B*tch-don. Cause I'm done ok? Today is my last day and I'm gonna make today the best day of my life and neither of you can ruin it, so bye bitchezzz!!" And I punched Mikayla in the face and kicked Brandon in the balls that he wished he had. "YOU'LL REGRET THIS- DAMN SHE HIT ME HARD!"
"MY FACE OMG MY EYELASHES! I JUST GOT MY EYEBROWS DONE!! UGH YOU B*TCH I'LL RUIN YOUR LIFE IF JUST YOU WAIT-" before she could say anything else, I pulled her to the ground by her hair. And let's just say that her 'perfect blonde hair', is just a bunch of not so perfect extensions. "MY HAIR!! OH GOD NO NOT MY HAIR!!" I started laughing as I turned around to open the doors of my schools and right when that door opened, all eyes were on me and I yelled,
"HEY GUESS WHAT?!?! FOR MY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL, I'VE DECIDED TO GIVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU HOES THAT HAVE EVER MADE FUN OF ME, A PRESENT..." and then I stuck up my middle finger while chanting "F U" and strutting to my locker not giving a damn about what anyone thought about me. For once I was having fun and I was happy that I randomly got the guts to say all this and do all this. Once I got to my locker, I collected all of my stuff and walked out the doors with pride, and taking out my phone to call my mom.
~after packing~
Time-3:00pm
Ok so 1 more hour until our plane to Virginia leaves! Today is a good day for me, usually I'm sad, quiet, and antisocial but all me and my mom have been doing while packing is smiling, laughing, and talking!
"Mandy its time to go!" My mom hasn't called me Mandy since I was in 6th grade when my depression started. I decided to drop the thought and continue with my good vibes.
"Coming mom!!" All of our furniture and decorations were in the U-Haul truck driving to our new house while we took a plane with our clothes and accessories. I put on my black uggs and we drove to the airport.
~after they landed~
WOOHOO WE MADE IT!! YESSSSSS!!
"Yay were here!!" I said to my mom, I'm honestly not that excited because I'll still get cyber bullied but I don't want to bring down my moms spirit. But dangg, the time difference crazy! It was only 12:00pm! And the plane ride was like 4 hours.
"STARBUCKS!!!!" I SPRINTED to Starbucks, I was almost to the door when I bumped into someone.
"OWWW!" we both said. I looked up to see a really cute guy staring at me.
"Oh my gosh I'm so sorry!" Then I noticed my sleeve was up, (a/n she cuts btw, forgot to mention that. Whoops!) I quickly pulled it down before he could notice my scars and fresh cuts.
"It's ok, my name is Matthew, Matthew Espinosa, but you can call me Matt." He winked at me stupidly. I laughed and blushed a little.
"My names Amanda, Amanda Graves." He seemed like a great guy but little did I know, my life would change because of him.
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Ahhhh first chapter is out! I'm in Puerto Rico right now and my mom keeps telling me to stop reading/writing but I have so many ideas for this book and I'm just so excited for the next chapter cause a whole lot of drama, love, and betrayal is gonna happen! Thanks for reading byeee ~Alyssa (^з^)♡