Forever In Your Mind

Chapter 21

Louis's POV

Last night when I put the necklace around Disney's neck I noticed something unusual. There seemed to be an indent on her neck and you could tell it was a scar. I wanted to ask her what it was but I didn't have the courage. As the 2 of us laid in bed this morning I couldn't help but move her hair away from her neck to look at it again. It went fully around her neck. No it couldn't be.

I felt her start to wake up so I jolted back. I didn't want her getting suspicious of me but I was starting to wonder about her. She turned over so she was facing me, her eyes fluttered a little bit as she smiled. I kissed her forehead gently before pulling her into my arms. "Darling, what's the scar around your neck?" Her pulse fastened as her hand reached to her neck. She mumbled something under her breathe.

"Disney, you can tell me. It's okay, you don't have to be scared." She sat up and let her hand fall from her neck. "Please, please don't look at me different once I tell you." How could I ever look at her different, she saved me. "I'll never look at you differently." "Okay well here it goes. About 2 years ago when Lauren had just moved to New York I called Angela. She didn't pick up, maybe if she had I would of changed my mind on what I did that day. I left her a suicide note on her porch. I grabbed my paddle board and the leash and headed to the bay. Once I got to the middle I would wrap the leash around my neck and keep pulling tell my airways were cut off. I had started wrapping it around my throat when I heard Angela scream. She'd gotten my note. She started swimming for me. Once she got to me I started to feel unconscious. If she had gotten there even a minute later I could of died. She untangled my throat from the leash and hopped on the board and hugged me as tight as she could and whispered to me over and over 'never do that again.' I remember it like it was yesterday."

Tears were streaming down her face. She did break. "Disney, look at me. I'll never look at you any other way. That story proves to me you are strong and you found a way to recover from it. You don't have to be afraid of anything ever again." I grabbed her hands and didn't want to let go. She looked up at me and wrapped her arms around my waist and placed her head on my chest.

"Have I told you how much I love you. Because Lou it sure it a lot. I have never been more sure about something or someone in my life. I don't need a home or money or anything just as long as I have you." I couldn't help but have a huge smile on my face. "Disney you saying that lets me know you feel exactly the same way as I do."

If only she knew before I met her I was on a road of disaster. I was on my way to rehab but then she walked into my life. Who knows where I would be know, well besides rehab. But the whole true love thing, it's most defiantly true. Disney let go of me and rolled back over. Oh what a mistake she made.

"Tickle time!!!" I screamed and started tickling her sides as she curled up into a ball of laughter. "No Louis stop, stop it. Please." Each word was followed by laughter. "Give me one reason." "I don't know! I can't breathe!" "Nope not good enough." Before we knew it we were on the floor rolling in clothes. I was still technically winning until she took a pillow.

"Ow that hurts!" She stuck her tongue out as I straddled her. "You just made a big mistake." I took my hands and put them on her thighs and tickled her, I was letting my hands move up and down from her thighs to her waist. "No stop it!" She kept hitting me and hitting me with the pillow. "Hey your just wearing my jacket and briefs. Someone likes my smell." I smirked as she scoffed at me.

"Wanna smell me? I know you do." I rolled off of her and started throwing my clothes at her. "I'm keeping this one. It's cute." She caught the tshirt I threw at her which wasn't suppose to happen. It's my Flash Gordon shirt, that's my favorite. "No!!! I'll stop tickling you, just give me my baby back." She started full on laughing at me as she threw the shirt back. Next thing you know she knocks me over with a pillow into the bed.

"Your tickling truce was just broken." She hopped on top of me and was now straddling me. I quickly pinned her down and tickled her tell she gave in to stop hitting me. "I'll stop if you stop! It's just that simple. Plus you started this." "Ugh fine." I rolled off of her and went a little too far and landed on the floor. "Hey Lou you missed." She threw a pillow at me as Niall walked in with Harry.

"Um we heard screaming. It looks like Disney took care of you." They looked over at Disney who was out of breathe from laughing. "Oh yeah, psh Louis is so easy." She got off the bed and reached down for my hand. "Seriously I was winning." "Wow Harry I think we have some competition now. Don't worry Lou we won't tell anyone you lost to a girl smaller than you."

They blew a kiss at me and excited the room. Seriously I didn't even lose! Ohh they were gonna get it and when we get back Disney is gonna get a paint fight or a food fight. "Did you see that? They think I'm weak now." "Oh sweetie it's okay. Your my weak little boy." She punched my arm and walked out of the room laughing. "Ohhh look at me the little weak one from Doncaster. Damn it."