Ambivalence overtakes me
Thoughts running through my head,
Asking how can this be
Sinking deeper on my bed
Slowly I am fading
Waking up to reality,
Clinging, still wishing
A questioning mentality
Allowing music to dictate
The direction I turn my attention,
But how can I debate
The leading of my emotion
Then I realized I am limited
I can only do so much,
My perspective shifted
But should keep in touch
Choosing to dream
Staying awake,
Hard as it may seem
A choice I have to make
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