Things started, things ended
We reconciled, to be once again separated,
How could that be, how could this be
This is reality, this is my soliloquy
Was it my fault? Was it your fault?
Doesn’t matter now, my hearts in revolt,
Trapped in the void I wanted to avoid
Destroying my heart, I guess you enjoyed
Scanning my memory, sapping my vitality
Sifting through vanity, accepting reality,
Hoping you’re happy with the man that replaced me
Cause he’ll never be the same as me
I’m loving life, I’m living my life
Not searching for a knife, waiting for my wife,
I’ve learned so much from you
And I want to say Thank you
Drifting through the joyous timeline
I gaze at the scorching sunshine,
It’s such an irony when something that causes gain,
Could cause so much pain
Finally, I’m at maze
Lost in these endless pathways,
I lost my way, so there I lay
‘Twas there I wanted to stay
Intoxicated with my own depression
In a state of complete stagnation,
With no premonition
I discounted remission
Deceived by my own emotion
Clinging on deception,
Losing my grip from solace
It was just a premise
As I opened my eyes from my slumber
I knew I was sober,
I nightmare of history
Of what was once ‘Our Story’
08.18.14
