Runaways *mgc*

seven

I wasn't sure if I was ready to tell Michael why I want to go to California. it was a hard subject to bring up without warning. i decided not to tell Michael, but to tell him once we get there. we drive for hours on end, talking about our favorite bands to childhood pets. I must admit the talks about childhood and our pasts were not pleasant but, I tried not to think about it too much. we blared the killers through his car speakers singing along to "Runaways," I think this is what falling in love feels like, I just wish I could continue to fall.

I think this is the time to tell Michael. I reached out and turned down the music. "Mikey?" I said.

"yes, my love?"

"I, um have something I need to tell you"

"okay, let's hear it" he spoke seeming rather excited.

I'm scared, terrified actually, to tell Michael the truth. it was now or never I guess. "Michael, I'm a ticking time bomb. you cannot get close to me, I will just leave. I don't want to but it's inevitable. I wish I could stay with you so we grow old together, but that's just not the way life works. I have lung cancer and its only a matter of time before I die.

AN: short asf I know, but that just means quicker updates :-) sorry for not updating, I've been busy...,. check out my other stories if you haven't already, "shut up and dance" and "camp" !! thanks for reading, I'll update again probably tomorrow or Saturday.... ~ all the love, T