Big Love (Harry Styles)

Big Love |h.s|

Since the encounter with Harry, a couple of days passed. I haven't heard anything from him. I honestly did keep on thinking about him. He seemed so amazing, there was just something about him. As if I've seen him somewhere.

I decided to turn on the Television since I was at the couch. I scrolled and scrolled.

"Damn there's nothing to fucking watch." I groaned. I finally came to a stop when I saw that E! news was on.

I could live off of E! News, it was amazing. I haven't watched it lately. Today was the first time in years.

"Listen up Harry Styles fans! When we come back you'll have the scoop on the latest news about how Harry is finally taking a break with the rest of the boys, and how no one really knows where they all are at this moment. Stay tuned!" One of the hosts said.

"What the fuck?" I say in shock. They showed pictures of Harry. Like as in my Harry. Harry the one I met a day ago. Is this even possible. I met a famous person and heard his band Mates. Holy Shit.

I need to find him right now just to find out what going on. Of course I don't want to say anything to bother him about it, but I just honest to God want to know what's happening.

I jump off the couch and head to my room. I quickly find the out fit that ill be wearing for the day. I decided to go with sweats,  a sports bra, with a white short sleeve top. I wasn't really feeling myself today, so I put my hair up in a pony tail, slipped my vans on, grabbed my phone, and walked out the door.

Once I finally got up to his floor I remembered the door I stood in front of the other day, and knocked on it.

"Hey." a blonde said right after he opened the door. He was just a bit taller than I was. Maybe an inch or two.

"Uhm is Harry in there, I really need to talk to him. I met him the other day.." I reply hoping he believes me.

Fuck.

I hope this kid believes me, like I don't want him to think I'm some outrageous fan that just says things.

"Oh yea. Hold on....."Harry!! There's a girl at the door who says she met you a couple of days ago!" The boys yells. Damn he's loud as frickle frackle.

Harry comes running to the door. He smiles big once he sees me. Oh my gosh his dimples. I can't breathe.

"Hey Victoria!" he says enthusiastically while telling the blonde to go back in the hotel room.

""Hey I need to talk to you.." I reply signalling him to close the door.

"Go for it, babe." he replies walking out into the hallway and sitting across the door, on the floor.

I follow behind and sit next to him, "So uhm I was in my room, and I turned on the TV to E! News." I say looking down.

"And..." he says.

"I saw you. On there.. Harry Styles?"

"O-oh yeah. I was going to tell you, love. But then I thought I shouldn't because the reason for this trip was to take a break from all that."

"Oh...well okay."

"Is that why you came up here to tell me?"

"Well yes, but it's kind of stupid that I came up here I think maybe I'll just go. I-"

Before I knew it, Harry leaned in to kiss me. I wouldn't have kissed him because I haven't had my first kiss yet.

It took at minute to process what was happening, but I just went into it passionately for the moment. I kissed him, and we broke away when I really came to consciousness.

"Uh, I...." he says standing up.

"Yea uhm I need to go.." I reply getting up and storming off.

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later that day

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Why did he kiss me? Out of all people. Why the check would he kiss me. I was under age!

Not so underage but....

He's apparently famous and I'm here all fat and Ew.

It's been a while since I got back to my room, no one was home. Dad was working. Zed was out doing whatever always did, and here was I. Bored all alone. It was only about  9:00pm.

I was laying down on my bed in the hotel watching tv, and I remembered that all this time I was super bored just laying here. I had forgotten that the hotel obviously had a pool. It's 24hrs so maybe I'll go take a dip.

I mean there shouldn't be anyone in there, so like no one would see me in my bathing suit.

I've always gotten super self-conscious around public swimming pools and beaches. Oh Lord.

Especially beaches. I don't know, I'm quite odd. I'm just really all freaked out about someone seeing me in a bathing suit and thinking that I look like a ugly fat elephant. I am really really self conscious about my shoulders. I have stretch marks there and I hate it...

If only they invented bathing suits with sleeves.

Once I get up and get dressed in my polka dot bathing suit, I get a towel, sandals, and walk out the door without forgetting to grab my phone.

I make my way down to the pool, and thank God there's no one in there besides my self.

I get in and then decide to put my music on.

I play the song Cool For The Summer by Demi Lovato, and immediately start singing along to it. I love singing. I break away from my life when I sing. No stress at all.

When the song ends I hear a familiar voice behind me say, "You never told me you could sing."

Harry was just standing there in a pair of yellow daisy dukes.

"You never told me you followed me around." I reply chuckling. I sink down into the water so that way he won't see my stretch marks.

Without warning Harry jumps into the pool. Once he comes back up he swims to me.

"So uhm...about before." He said looking down, and pushing his long brown hair back.

"What about before...." I say drifting off.

"When I kissed you. I'm sorry I really didn't mean to. I just..." He says shrugging his shoulders as he swims over to my side to stand next to me.

"I know you didn't mean to, it doesn't matter Harry." I replied, kind of sad that he said he didn't mean to kiss me. I wanted him to mean to, because no one has kissed me ever before and I really actually thought he'd be a genuine person.

I look down and swim to the other side.

"Oh shit, uhm I didn't really mean it like that Victoria." Harry says swimming towards me.

"Of course. No one does." I reply.

"Look your amazingly beautiful, why can't you see that? I kissed you because you just looked so perfect, but the thing is that I just felt bad for kissing you without there being something between us, and I just don't want you to get hurt. Do you Understand?"

"Yea I guess."

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