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I feel stressed
It grapes me by my throat and tries to take my breath
It steals my ability to laugh, and it only makes me sad
I feel stressed
My heart is racing in my chest
I can't sit still, everything feels big
Way way, too big...

I feel stressed
And others?
They don't understand
Because it's not something I can turn off,
I can't just take a deep breath and the feeling will disappear.
It just stays there
It will not leave me alone and I?

Feel so so stressed.
I don't want to feel
I don't wanna think
I don't want to cry
But the thoughts, they just keep running through my head
They just come, dance around, bonk on the sides of my head
And it never stops, It's never over
Cause the thoughts? They stay, they always stay
They never leave
I want to sleep, I want the feeling to stop

But I feel stressed
I feel  so so fucking stressed
But it just stays there
It will not leave
It will not leave me alone
And I
Feel so stressed

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