August 7,2015
Was when he scared me the most. What would you do if your 9 year old brother told you that he didn't deserve to live? Would you tell him that he does deserve it? I have no idea what to do I keep trying to convince him but he won't budge. My mother lowered his self esteem now he's suicidal.
I was so scared I didn't know what else to do I don't know if should yell at my mother or even tell her about it.
I must admit that I myself have been thinking some awful thoughts myself. It hearing my little brother talk about his life like that broke what's little left in my heart. If only I was good at comforting people then none of this would have happened. But no I shouldn't blame it all on my mother I should take the blame myself
If only I was at least a decent sister or a more loving person. But I can't I just can't.
