The Matrimony: The Sequel to Keeping it Trill

Welcome home

JASMINE POV

I was finally released after being in that hell hole for a month. I have so much to do, but I can't even focus at this point in time. Willie is still very upset with me. But that was a given. We pulled up to the house and I saw everyone's car there. I sighed and pulled my sweater tighter around my body. 

"WELCOME HOME!" Everyone yelled

I didn't feel like being bothered so I just went upstairs to the guest room and shut the door. I went in the guest room because I felt like Willie didn't want to be with me. Yeah I know he said he wasn't giving up on us, but I know him.

"Jasmine can we talk?" Quinn asked

"Sure." I said moving over on the bed so he can sit

"I know you probably don't want to hear this, but how could you?" He asked

"I don't know my head wasn't on straight." I sighed

"Do you know how we would all be affected? Do you know what I would do to myself if you didn't make it." He cried

"Quinn please don't" I said trying not to cry

"No that was the most selfish thing you ever did." He said

That right there really hit me because that was exactly what i was being. SELFISH. 

"I am sorry." I cried

"I was lost okay, you don't know how it feels to be told that you can't fulfill the one thing the love of your life wants. You don't know how it feels to let down the one you love and there is nothing you can do about it. I feel like I am just holding him back. I felt that was my only way out." I yelled in full blown tears

"I felt I was doing him a favor, I mean who would want to marry a girl that can't carry a child?" 

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Willie pov

I cant believe that she felt that way. I cant believe she that I wouldn't want her because she cant have kids. I am in compete and utter shock. I went to go in the room.

"Don't let them be." Shontae cried

"Let them be do you hear what she is saying?" I said in shock

"Of course I do, but give her time." She said

I let out a big yell and went into Jasmine and I's room.

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"Who was that?" I asked

"Willie. He hasn't been the same since.. well you know." Quinn said as we were watching a movie

"Hey I will be right back." I said grabbing my notebook and walked to my room I share with Willie

I knocked

"Come in."

I opened the door "Can we talk?" 

"Yeah." he sighed

"Look I know you think I am crazy. I know you are upset with me. I know you can't stand looking at me right now, but just know I am so sorry. I thought it was the right thing to do at the time, but now I know I was so completely wrong. I just hope you find it in your hear to forgive me." I cried as I left the notebook next to him and got up and walked out

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WILLIE POV

I watch her leave. I can forgive her, but I will NEVER forget what she did. I picked up the notebook. It was her journal she kept in the hospital. The first page said