Eastenders: Nancy Carter Fanfiction.

I Can't tell you

Nancy sobbed into micks chest, "what is it baby?" Mick asked kissing the top of Nancy's head, Nancy tensed up when her dad kissed her he probably was thinking what a pathetic child she was Nancy thought as she wiped her tears.

A concerned Mick brought Nancy to the table "Sit down Nancy" he said as he pulled out the chair Nancy sat down, "Tell me what's wrong" Mick asked, Nancy didn't know what to say she couldn't tell him about the cutting he would just think she was weak, she decided to tell him nothing.

Mick had been sitting there for a while waiting for his daughter to talk but Nancy didn't say a word instead she would sit and play with her fingers or nails and look every where and at everything except Mick.

"Damm it Nancy talk to me" he yelled angrily placing his fist on the table, Nancy turned roun and glared "What!" Nancy yelled trying to sound like she had no idea what he was on about, Mick rolled his eyes "You know what so don't play stupid I want to know why you were so upset!" Mick asked again but Nancy stood up and wiped her cheek as tears rolled down her cheeks "I can't tell you" she whispered as she left the room.

Mick was about to follow her but Linda called and he had to get the Vic ready for the part so he could open up.

Nancy walked in to her room and burst in to tears why couldn't she just drop dead her life would be gone and finished and her family would be so much happier.

Nancy starred at the blade and dragged it across her scared wrist not even feeling the pain she did another only deeper she quickly cleaned them up and put some new clothes on and then headed down, lee ran up to her "You alright?" Lee muttered ruffling Nancy's hair, "Get off!" Nancy mumbled as she walked away from her brother.

Nancy had been giving out drinks and helping clear up that night the party was now over so she headed back to her room.

Nancy starred in the darkness of her room, Everyone would be better of if she was dead.