Nancy woke up the next day, Mick knocked on the door and Nancy opened it up ignoring her dad "Nancy, I want to talk to you, don't walk away!" Mick called but Nancy walked off.
Nancy ran down the stairs and ran into Lee, "Nancy!" Lee yelled "Sorry"Nancy muttered, lee starred Nancy was pale and you could tell she had been crying "Nance, are you ok" Lee asked putting his hands over Nancy's shoulders and pushing her down to the seat, "Yeah,why" she replied,"You look upset,I'm worried about you, you never come out of your room and when you do you look upset" Lee muttered, Nancy starred "I'm fine!" Nancy yelled as she got up and walked away from Lee.
Lee rubbed his eyes and just sat there he had tried calling her back but Nancy ignored him, "Lee,What's wrong" Linda muttered as she starred at her son, "Its Nancy" Lee mumbled Linda frowned "Nancy?what about her" she asked confused, "She hasn't been herself" Lee muttered, Linda starred, she hadn't really noticed Nancy was being any different only that she was quieter than normal "Just rather quiet, nothing to worry about!" She said smiling at Lee, lee nodded.
That day Nancy had been avoiding Lee and Mick they would only ask her questions about what was wrong and she didn't want to answer, Her dad was worried but she didn't care she couldn't talk to him everyone thought she was pathetic.
That night Nancy sat on her bed she picked up the blade and created an identical line across both arms it didn't hurt, so she did it deeper, gently cleaning it up she sat back down.
Nancy was sitting on her bed when her laptop started ringing,Johnny was calling, she grabbed the lap top and answered it, Her brother talked to her about everything he was up to and then asked her "What have you been up to" he asked ,Nancy starred she didn't reply, Johnny asked again "What's been going on, are you ok?" He asked, Nancy nodded and then she burst in to tears she couldn't tell him that she had been cutting herself and that she didn't want to live anymore and everyone was better off If she was dead,Johnny starred "Nance...What is it, is everything ok" he asked worried, Nancy wiped her eyes and nodded, Johnny starred "No it's not is it, talk to me!" Johnny muttered, Nancy didn't reply she just starred, everyone probably thought she was an annoying freak and that they wished they didn't have to deal with her Nancy closed down her laptop and sat back on the bed everyone would be so much happier if she just dropped dead, she would be happier, Nancy grabbed a pen and paper and wrote her goodbyes.
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Eastenders: Nancy Carter Fanfiction.
FanficNancy Carter fanfiction. Nancy Carter has always been close to her brother Johnny but when he moves away, nancy feels like no one cares about her. Will include depression,suicidal thoughts and self harm.