A Dream into a Reality ~House_Owner~ fanfic

Chapter 5

YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THE DIFFICULTLY I WENT THROUGH TO GET A GOD DAMN SONG. I WANTED AN M83 ONE BUT NOOO NOT ALLOWED. Ok I'm done ranting.
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(a month after the date)

-Ross's POV-

It's been a month...since that date with Jess. I'm still devastated. After that night I felt like shit. I didn't want to leave my room. I didn't want to work. I just wanted to lay in my bed drink mountain dew and watch movies. I felt lifeless. I actually didn't go to work for 3 days. But the boss of the place got mad and told me to show up. I didn't want to look or speak to Jess. I was too ashamed. Everytime I see her my heart melts. The worst part was that her office window is in clear view from mine. And I saw her everyday talking to other people and she was happy. But probably because she just moved into her new apartment and got new furiture and everything. A couple of days ago though I got blankets to put over my windows so that I didn't have to see her. It hurts too much. Today though I'm trying my best to get caught up on recordings. I'm really behind.

-Jess's POV-

Everything was great. I just got my new apartment. It has 2 bedrooms and a bathroom and a livingroom and kitchen. It was kind of small but I loved it. It was also 10 minutes away from Adam and my new best friend Alesa. Yea, me and her got very close. The only think about it is I'm lonely. Yea yea I know. Ross. But after that date and after what I have did to him, I just fell ashamed to be around him. He's a total reck. I really messed him up. I feel so bad. I should say sorry but idk what he would think. But today I'm going to talk to him. I miss his adorableness.

I got done recording with my name twin Jess aka Aphmau. Since I started working here my channel blew up. I have (to estimate) 500,000 subs. Im mainly known for playing Minecraft, GTA V, doing crazy challenges, reading fanfiction, and playing Sims 4. Me and Aphmau did a Sims 4 challenge. First to kill a Sim without using fire wins. She won. It was difficult. I hung up with her.

I headed towards Ross's office and I knocked. "Come in" I heard barley. It was faded.

"Ross?"
He wouldn't look at me. I shouldn't have came. I have to make things right tho. I closed his door so no one would over hear.
"Ross please listen ok?" Complete silence.
"Ross I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you like this. I didn't know the result would be this. After that date, I've hated myself everyday." I heard some sniffles. "I-I love you too Ross..." I stood there and waited for a reaction or at least for him to move. He wouldnt move. All I heard was sniffles. I went up to his chair and turned it around for it to face me. I stepped back and hold my arms out for a hug. He attacked me with one. He hugged me very tight. I was in love with him. I didn't want to let go. We hugged for about 10 minutes. Pulled away from the hug and gave him a huge smile. Out of no where he kisses me and I couldn't help but kiss back.

We were interrupted by people knocking on Ross's door. I laughed and Ross went and pulled his blankets off his windows. He made sure all the guys were watching and pulled me back into a kiss. In the corner of my eye I see the guys like doing this fangirling motion and it was funny.

Ross pulled back. "I love you so much Jessika" he said as he pulled me into a hug. "I love you too." I replied hugging him as tight as I can.

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Is it possible to fangirl over your own story. I'm absolutly freaking out. And tired. 3 updates under 24 hours. Damn.