A Dream into a Reality ~House_Owner~ fanfic

Chapter 19

I'm crying. Warning: the last 3 chapters (19-21) may cause tears.....
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-Jess's POV-

Today was the day me and Ross go to work for the first time as a married couple. We dropped off Samantha and went to work together to work like any other day. When we walked in we kissed and went to our offices. I had so much to catch up on. I couldn't focus though. I missed my baby too much. I was a little upset, because the 3 days we were off I was trying to get Samantha to say mama. But she wouldn't. She only said Dada and pointed to Ross whenever I was holding her. Ross told that she has to learn and I know she does. I'm just an emotional person. I did a lot of videos today. So that I could catch up. Most of them were solo gaming and challenges. I had a lot on my mind that day. I was thinking during those 3 days about something. And I feel like I needed to do it. So I started to make a vlog.

"Hey guys, Queens Skittles here, and today I will be giving you some updates on about what's going on. First, of course, if you guys saw my twitter and instagram, me and Ross got married. Second thing."
I started to tear up a bit but I had to hold it in.
"So, guys..... I'm sorry to say..... but this will be my last video. I will not be doing youtube anymore. Its not like I hate it or anything, I loved doing youtube. But I've been thinking for the past couple of days. And I want to do what I've been sent to do. I'm going to study to be an elementary school teacher. I'm really sorry guys. I don't mean to hurt you guys. But if you understand then thank you. I love you guys so much. You have supported me throughtout my 4 years of youtube. You guys stuck with me, even if I wa gone because of the baby or I was on vacation. But I really can't be doing this anymore. It just doesn't seem like something I'm set to do. I would like to thank everyone for suscribing. My 2 million subs. Please don't take this the wrong way. Thanks for watching me. Goodbye..." I waved to the camera. I turned off the recording and started to cry. A bit but then I calmed. I knew this was the right thing.

I went to the boss of the place and told him I was quitting. He nodded and had me sign some papers. I went to Adam.
"Hey adam, you think you can call everyone to the meeting room.. please?"
"Why?"
"Just do."
I went to the meeting room and everyone showed up. Ross, Jin, Barney, Max, TimTim, Adam, and Nick.
They looked at me scared and worried.
"Hey guys.... so I gathered you guys here because I have made the decision of quitting youtube..."
Everyone was in shock. Adam looked like he was about to cry. I knew Ross was upset. I could see it in his face. Barney seemed lIke he was going to cry, so as Jin. TimTim, the one who edited my videos, was crying. Everyone was just there upset, tearing. I felt so bad. "I'm sorry guys. I'm not moving. I'll still come visit. I'll still see you guys."
Not really talking to Ross since he lives with me.
"I'm s-sorry." I said starting to cry. Ross came up to hug me.

I went back to my offices to pack up the stuff that was mine. I gave back the computers and stuff that Adam gave me. All I really needed was the laptop I had back at home. Ross helped me pack it all. When everything was packed, I left, and that was it. It was time for me to make a new life out of myself.

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I'm so sorry if I fucked with your feelings. I'm going to do chapter 20 tonight and the post the last one tomorrow. Once again I know I'm updating alot so please make sure you read all the chapters.