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Number 1

"I do." He said it loud. People clapped their hands with congrat greetings. Mom and dad gave us their relieve smile. He came near me. We kissed. I smiled happily at him but he just looked away.

I know. He was forced by his parent. I guessed that he doesn't like me. But I swept that hurt feeling away because I don't want mom and dad to be worried. Even he doesn't like this marriage, he didn't refused and accepted it. He just kept silent and obeyed. I've been wondering why.

That night, me and him go to our bedroom.

"You sleep on the bed tonight. I just sleep at the living room." He said as he took a pillow and a spare blanket then walked to the door.

"Su-suga." My hand trembled. I felt hella nervous right now.

He stopped and turned around. He rose up his one eyebrow.

I gulped. "Wh-why don't you sl-sleep here, too..?" Said me while bitting my lip and avoided his eye contact.

"Why? Scared?" Scared? Is this guy serious? Its our freaking first night, pabo. I didn't asked that for nothing.

I didn't deny it and just nodded. I watched him walked to the sofa beside our bed. He put the pillow and laid his head on it. Then, he covered his body with the blanket and turned awayーnot looking at me and sleep silently.

Just like that? I sighed in defeat. I'd wished that he would sleep beside me.

My chest felt heavy. I felt sad all of a sudden. I exhale a heavy breath. I slowly walked to the bed and covered myself with a warm blanket. I never knew that our wedding night would turn out to be this bad.

A few months ago, my dad told me that I'll getting married with his friend's son. I heard that the son of my dad's friend getting back from Canada.

At first, I disagreed with his decision. I told my dad that I didn't know him well. I worried that anything worse would happen. But my dad really begged for it. He said that it's the only way to save his business.

Dad look so desperated that time. In the end, I accepted it with a big frown.

The day when I have to meet him arrived. I met him at the cafe near his father's office. At that moment, I was really surprised. I never thought that the person my dad talked about was a big crush of mine when I was in the high school.

He's my senior and its not weird if he didn't recognized me. I felt slightly sad about that. And the crush's issue was the second reason why I stayed with this marriage plan.