Force ? ☆ myg

Number 4

I hugged him back tightly. This felt so nice. I deepened my wet face on his chest as he rubbed my back.

"I'm sorry.." He murmured the sorry words severally.

We stayed like that for a minute, and suddenly he carried me bridal style and plopped me gently on the bed. I sat on it awkwardly.

Then, he crawled on the bed, lying his body on it. He pulled me to lay beside him so we were in a face to face position.

I bit my lip nervously and hesitate to look at him. I looked at our locked hands.

"Hey.." His husky voice heard. Ouh gosh. I didn't know his voice will be sounded like this when we get closer.

I looked at him but kept avoiding my eyes away from him. He shoot his most gentle smile at me. My heart felt warm seeing that. His left hand suddenly played with my hairs. I gulped at his touch.

After that, he stared at my eyes. "Am I rejected?" He questioned.

What? Wait. What??? Why is he asking that?

I looked at him in confusion.

He smiled and continued. "You didn't reply to my confession. So I just assumed that you rejected me." He gently caressed my cheek.

I blinked in realization. I mentally slapped my mind. I forgot!

"I-I.. I.." I stuttered as my face painted in pink colour.

He chuckled at my reaction and muttered 'cute' under his breath. And it made me stuttered more.

I struggled to arrange my confession speech. And my whole body trembled when Yoongi buried his face in my neck. The sensation felt new.

"Yoo-yoongi.." I whined and I just realized that I called him by his really name and not the 'Suga' that I usually used. "I-I mean Suga.. what are you d-doing?"

"Say my name again.." His voice sounded really gentle, manly and husky that my heart felt hot as if it melts.

"Y-yoongi.." My voice softened and I felt extremely shy right now because Yoongi nuzzled his nose on my neck.

"Again.. say my name again.." He whispered and I felt like his lips was kissing my neck with just by his words.

"Yoongi.. its embarrassing." I shut my eyes tight and I felt like I was about to cry.

And I did.

Yoongi must be heard my sobbed that he immediately sat up and started to panicked.

"No no don't cry oh shit. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Why are you crying? You okay??" He wiped the tears away and gently rubbed my wet cheeks.

I giggled at my stupidity. "I'm o-okay. I always be like this when I get too embarrass." I shyly wiped my tears with my palm. He looked at me with a frown and bit his lip.

"Then, how can.. how can I touch you?" His voice saddened me. I looked at him and bit my lip.

"I uhm. I don't know, Yoongi." He looked disappointed.

"Its okay then. Its okay if you're not ready. Take your time okay?" He smiled and rubbed my cheek. He tried to cheer me up but I know he felt disappointed inside.

"Let's sleep then." He sat up to reach the blanket. I slowly sat up and put my hand around him from behind. I can feel his body tensed up.

"Yoongi.. " I called as I hugged him tightly. "I love you too.."

He turned his head to the side to look at me. His eyebrows wrinkled, waiting for more words.

I inhaled as I continued. "My nervous is not going to go away, you know? It'll keep appearing everytime you get near me." I smiled remembered his worried face.

"I do feel slightly not ready for the next steps but.. but I don't like seeing your disappointed face." I buried my face on his back.

"So.. is it okay to kiss you now?" Yoongi asked carefully.

"Emm." I nodded shyly.

He turned his body and faced me while smiling. And then, his smile disappeared as his face turned serious.

I stared deeply into his eyes as he put his forehead on mine with a slightly frown. He nuzzled his nose with mine as I closed my eyes, while we shared our heavy breathes.

He frowned again. I caressed his cheek with my thumb softly. He bit his lip and sighed an 'I love you's and closed the gap between us.

He kissed my lips gently. I shivered at this feeling. It feels like you want to explode yet comfortable at the same time. Yoongi deepened the kiss as he nibbled on my bottom lip and I whined at that.

He smiled and pushed me slowly on the bed. We didn't parted the kiss and Yoongi deepened the kiss, asking for entrance. I refused to opened my mouth as I pulled away.

He looked at me and sense my nervousness. He kissed my forehead,down to my nose and peck my lips. After that,he went to my collarbone. He kissed and sucked it. I was about to let the moans out but I covered my mouth.

Yoongi pulled my hand. "Let it out." He pleaded and he continued to kiss my neck. "You smells nice..." And he went to my chest. He was going to buried his face on it but I stopped it.

"Yoongi wait. Wait." I frowned at him.

"What's wrong?" He asked, felt slightly concern.

"I-I'm scared. This is new and-and I'm too nervous." I gripped his shoulder looking at his concerned eyes.

He intertwined his hand with mine and kissed it gently. "Do you trust me?"

"I..I do."

"Then don't worry. It will be okay. I promise." He kissed my left cheek, wanted to erase the nervousness.

"Okay."

"Are you all mine now?" He put his nose on mine as we stared at each other with full of emotions.

"I am all yours.." I said closing my eyes before I captured his lips with mine.

                      The End.

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So, it end here then. *bow*