1 year later:
Luke and I decided to have one more child, we thought that the twins needed one more sibling, so we finally decided that we would try to have one more. So the first step, I had to be my birth control removed, I dreaded this, almost as much as having it inserted, I was terrified it would hurt. That may sound really silly considering I have had kids come out, put something is different about this to me.
Luke knew how worried I was, so he made arrangements to come with me, the nurse got us in a room, and finally Dr. Calder came in, and while Luke held my hand, took it out. That's wasn't as bad as expected.