My lost love ♢kingtong fan fiction♢

Chapter 1

As I'm walking too go back too my house, I get these thoughts..
Soon you'll leave that house WERE no one cares, so once you live on your own you won't have too weary about your parents checking on you because they have too every time of every hour. Just two more weeks. "I I know I I can't handle that.........that's too long for me too care.......
As I was thinking I bump into someone. "Oh I'm so sorry,please don't get mad at me" I say with a worry face
"It's fine" he said too me
"Are you sure? Because if you hate me because I bump into you, I get it.....I'm sorry, do you want me too buy some food, so you can forget I ever bumped into you?" I asked nervously
"What? I don't hate you? It's alright, and please don't buy me anything, but would you like something?"
Don't eat! You're fat enough! So don't eat!
"Oh um, no thanks I'm not that hungry" I say
"I'm will" he said
Is he still talking to me?
"I'm zodiac" I say
"That's a beautiful name, just like you"
He's just saying that.....
"No! You're just saying that" I started too walk away "well I better go......"
"Wait Zoe" he calls after me, a nickname? I never had a real, and nice nickname.
"Yeah?"
"Can we hang out?"
I can't......I felt like I was going too cry, because I lied to him, but he bought it.
"Oh um not right now, how about later?"
"Ok" he hands me his phone, and I hand him mine
"I'll talk to you later?" I say
"Yup for sure"
When I got home my parents was at the door.
"Um, is there something wrong?" I ask
"Yes!" My mum yelled at me
"What did I do?" I started too cry
"Everything! You're tarring this family apart! Your brother doesn't even want too be seen with us! Zodiac what do you have too say too yourself?"
JUST TOO END MY PAIN! BECAUSE YOU DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL!
I feel num "well, I could could" I couldn't say it, I ran up stairs.
"Zodiac you run away from everything! Get back down here!"
I didn't look back. I ran into my room. Locked my door. Went too my dresser, grabbed my blade without putting up my sleeve I decided too cut my leg, not one but both, I stopped until you couldn't see my skin anymore. I laid on my floor for an hour. Until will texted me.

WILL

hey are you busy right now? can we hang out? where are you thinking?

I couldn't respond too that.....it was too hard

ZODIAC

um, I'm sorry will......im too busy right now, maybe I can hang out ummmmm next week?????????

WILL

zoe.......you can tell me what's wrong, you know that.

ZODIAC

will. trust me! nothing is wrong. I'm fine as can be

WILL

I didn't know you for long, but I know you're lying to me zoe, can you please not lie? because its hurts too see you lying. What are you lying about, tell me.

I didn't answer him back, how could he tell I was lying? Know one else could, how could he? It hurts me too lie to him. But I have too........

WILL

Zoe I'm coming over

ZODIAC

how? you can't you don't know where I live

WILL

this might sound weird but I followed you just in case if this happens, zoe...don't leave me

I went down stairs.

"I'm going outside" I say to both of mine parents

"um no you're not zodiac!" my mother said