My lost love ♢kingtong fan fiction♢

Two days left

Only two days left.
I heard will screaming in his bedroom,I he think was on his phone talking to someone. I don't know who?
"Don't tell me this is love,because it's a lie!"
What? Who he talking to? Who was he yelling at? Did he have a girlfriend?
When will semi stop screaming,I walked into his room without knocking which I would never do, but for some reason I did.
"Will? Is everything alright?" I asked him
"No! Everything is not alright! I hate her, hate everyone!" He started to scream "I want too kill myself, get away from everyone" he said
"But that's not true" I tell him
"That's a lie" he stared too have watery eyes
"What?" I asked very confused
"I saw your notebook"
"What?"
  "You want too die too"
I stare at him with a blank face, I feel like he meant what he said, but he didn't mean too sound like that or mean too put it like he did.
"Wait Zoe, I didn't mean it like that"
"Will" I say with a sigh "I know you didn't mean it like that"
"But is your notebook true?" He asked
"Um...I wish you wouldn't have saw it"
"So it's true, why would you record your death?" Curiously asking
"Because I don't think it's right if the people who 'like' me Would be lost without me, but I want too leave, so I would record myself dying,then they'll have something of me"
"Oh, but if I leave know who would miss me" his face looked so sad
"I would" I whispered
"Would you? Or are you just saying that too make me feel better?"
"It's the truth, I would miss you! If it wasn't for you, I would be dead already!"
"But even with me,you're still wanting too die.."
That's true.....I didn't think of that.
"But you,made me live longer, and made me happy" I say with a smile, to make him feel better, but that didn't work out so well
"Not long enough"
"So will, you have a girlfriend?" I changed the subject
"Um...yeah"
"Oh.."
"But I'm going too break up with her,because she doesn't make me happy,she makes me feel awful"
"But is that true? Or you're just saying that too make yourself feel better?"
He had too think about that question for a few minutes "I still like her, but as a friend nothing more though" he gave me a weak smile
"Will,is that the truth."
"Yes, yes it is Zoe. Now leave me alone,you've done enough" he turned his back to me
I was shocked. I was frozen. Couldn't move. Felt numb.
"Didn't you hear me? Leave me alone" he scream at me
"For one I wasn't talking, and screw you, you were like the rest, let me in,and push me away" "I think I'll die sooner" I mumble to myself
"Want Zoe, I'm sorry"
"Sorry is not enough for what you've caused" "I'm sorry I have too go"
"Zoe" he grab my wrist
I flench
"Ow"
His eyes widen
"Zoe, didn't mean too hurt you"
"It's okay, why did you try to pull me back?"
"Because I love you" he said then kissed me I kissed him back
"Love me?" I asked "how?" "How can you love a girl who can't love herself?" I say while looking at the ground
"Because I can" he cupped my face so I could look him in the eyes
"I think we should walk,and talk this out" I suggested
"Yeah that sounds good"
Walking
I walk not too close to will I'm one foot away from him.
"Zoe,why are you walking so fast" he said as he's trying too catch up
"I want too live" I say as I step back into the road
"Zoe! You're gonna get hit by a-" "Zoe!"
I could hear will screaming for someone too help me, everything was turning black "will,I love you to"
I woke up in a bright room
"Where am I?" I asked as if someone would answer, I turn to my left to hear a voice and I see will
"Thank god you're alive" he got up from his chair and hugged me
Oh yea....the car...that's why I was here.
The doctor came in and started too speak to me "zodiac,you'll be going to therapy"
"For what?" I started to get tense
"Because you made your self get hit by the car, and the cuts all over your body, you need help"
I froze, I hated whenever someone told me I needed help. Will could see that.
"Um, Doctor, could you um not say you need help?"
"No, because that's what both of you need, and you both can't live together,because who knows what will happen next"
"What? I'm going too live with will!" I scream
"You'll be living back with your own family, and William will go back to his without you, now I'll be back" he left the room
"Will! You can't leave me, I can't go back too that house! I can't do this on my own" will stood there in silence not knowing what to say
"Will speak!" I started too panic
"I can't." He said in a whisper
"I can't go to therapy,you can't leave me, they can't do none of those things if I'm dead"
Dead.
"What do you mean by dead? You can't die without me"
"I'm leaving without you" he ran out of the room
No.
"Will,please don't leave" I say as quite as I can
I heard foot steps,they got closer and closer, I saw nurses and doctors running the way will went. All these thoughts went throw my head I got really scared. I couldn't think straight.
He can't be dead,he left me,he didn't even say goodbye to me or anyone else, how come no one saw how depressed he was? How come I couldn't see it? But he saw me the unhappy me, it was hard for everyone else too see but him, he could see my pain, he tried too help, I can't kept pushing him away, he stayed, until he reached his breaking point, his anger got the best of him,his anger got his last breathe, soon depression will catch my last breathe too, soon I'll see will again just two more days until then.
I fell asleep, but woke up by doctors telling me too wake up.
"What are you doing?" I ask wondering why they were in my hospital room
"You know the boy who was in here"
"Yea"
"He's okay, if you saw nurses and doctors it wasn't for him"
"Okay,that's good, but why were they running?"
"It was an emergency,it has nothing to do with you or family and friends,so you don't need have too worry"
"Ok" I kept saying ok,but everything wasn't ok
Will left,he went somewhere,I didn't feel like chasing him, I was done,done with him, done with everyone. My world was crashing down,and I was tried of pretending. I was sick of it,if I showed my true self everyone would run away,this is why pretending was the only option.
Next day
"You can leave now" a nurse came up to me
"Thank god"
I got out of the hospital. Went to wills house too pack my stuff and runaway.
I knock on wills front door, wills mum was crying.
"Is something wrong?" I asked
"What the hell did you do to my William! My sweet sweet boy!"
"What?"
"Get your stuff and leave"
"That's why I'm here,I'm running away from your house" I explained
"Good,I don't want to see you ever again"
"What happened?"
"You made will his old self again!"
"Have you ever noticed,what if he didn't change? Maybe it was an act,that he couldn't cover up anymore? Instead of blaming me! You should look in the mirror" I say as I packed all my stuff, leaving nothing behind