Nobody Cares. (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Just What I Need

Please read Author's Note at the end.

~Friday, April 12th~

{Belle's POV}

Have you ever needed to just breath. Everyone breathes twenty-four-seven, but this is the breathing where you need to get away. Be by yourself, alone with your thoughts.

That's exactly what I need right now. I need my own space right now. Living with five guys is harder than I thought. Especially with my dyslexia. Whenever we have free time I'm forced to read.

Right now, I just need a break from it. My head hurts from frustration and my eyes burn from trying to concentrate on the letters to make them look normal. All of this practicing is helping, but I need a break.

Convincing the boys to let me take a walk, alone, was hard. Zayn kept saying he didn't want me to go by myself because I don't know the city, which is true. But I told him I wouldn't go far. A few days ago I saw a park close by so said I was going there.

The park is nearly empty since its a school day, so I have the place to myself. Even though I'm alone, I sat down on a bench. I closed my eyes, letting the sounds of the empty park fill my ears. The animals scurrying up tears, birds chirping, leaves ruffling, and the voices of old people chatting at a cafe down the street.

Silence has never been something I liked. Little noises like this was what I loved. I always found these moments perfect for singing. Ever since my 'accident' I haven't sang. I always thought I should only sing with Rose. But now that I won't see her in awhile I'll have to do it alone. So right now is the perfect time for it.

I pulled my knees up to my chest, rested my chin on my knees, kept my eyes closed and started to sing a song I've been working on.

Even through the darkest phase

Be it thick or thin

Always someone marches brave

Here beneath my skin

Constant craving

Has always been

Maybe a great magnet pulls

All souls towards truth

Or maybe it is life itself

That feeds wisdom

To its youth

Constant craving

Has always been

Craving

Ah ha

Constant craving

Has always been

Has always been

Constant craving

Has always been

Constant craving

Has always been

Craving

Ah ha

Constant craving

Has always been

Has always been

Has always been

Has always been

Has always been

Has always been