Cold Feet.

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Ben POV:

I was pacing back and forth. 3 more hours, only 3. My breathing was heavy and each breath made me feel a little sicker. I had a hangover, yes. But that's not why I felt so sick. In 3 hours, I'll be standing at the end of the aisle, waiting for Jasey to walk down it. I was sick with nerves. I'm absolutely shitting myself. I haven't seen her for a few days, I don't even know if she's at the hotel, I don't know if she still wants to go through with this. I don't know anythi- "Ben?!" I heard a faint whisper-shout from outside my hotel room door. "Ben!?!" What is she doing here?

I opened my room door and she slipping in. "Oh my fucking god Ben!!" She threw her arms around me almost knocking me off my feet, it took a while to take her in but eventually I hugged her back, squeezing her. "Jasey, what are you doing here?!" I hugged her tighter kissing her neck "Lily, Alexis, they're so annoying. I can't take another second of the colour pink. Its insane, Jesus Christ!" She pulled her head back and pressed her lips hard against mine. I guess she missed me as much as I did her. "We're not supposed to be doing this.." I lifted her legs up to my waist and she wrapped them around me. "You're Ben Bruce, you don't follow rules" I pulled away and watched her bite her lip. I raised my eyebrow at her and she tilted her head "I won't tell if you won't?" I cracked a smile and took her over to the bed. "Deal!"

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"Where the fuck have you been?! We thought you had chickened out!" I smiled wide at Danny who was dressed in a tux, stood in front of Sam and Cameron. "No man, I was in the shower... Washing and stuff" he squinted his eyes looking at me sceptically "whatever, just get fucking in there!" I sauntered down the aisle with the guys following suit. I was still nervous, not half as nervous as I was before. I walked past family, friends even strangers whom I hardly recognized. All were here to watch me marry the love of my life. James wasn't here, he's with Jase. When Jasey was 18 her mother passed away from cancer and she grew up without her dad, so James is walking her down the aisle. Being one of the closest friends she has and he's a dude it seemed to fit. He was also happy to do it as well. I got to the bottom of the aisle and Danny stood beside me while Sam and Cameron side by side on the front row. Now just to wait for my almost wife.

Jasey POV:

It felt like my heart was beating at a 100mph, every bone in my body felt like it was about to stiffen. I stared at my reflection in the mirror. My dress looked amazing, my hair looked amazing. For once in my life I looked amazing. My recently dyed hair, was now a light shade of brown, curled and pine to the side. Make up wise, my eyes were smokey, black. Lips were a nude colour and contour and bronzer was quite heavy. I looked flawless. I've never in my life felt so nervous yet so eager before. I have a sickly feeling in my stomach that just won't go away. Is this what cold feet is? Am I having cold feet? I do want to do this, I love Ben and I do want to be with him forever. Why am I having doubts? I love Ben. I do love Ben, why am I doubting myself? This is my wedding day, I'm about to marry him. This is not the time to be all deep and worried, Jasey, pull yourself together, bitch!

"You ready?" I don't know? I noticed James appear in the mirror beside me, dressed all pretty in a tux. "Yeah?" I sounded as unsure as I felt. "He is definitely out there, right?" I turned to him and pulled him into a hug, I don't care if it ruins something, I needed it. "Yeah, he's waiting patiently, trust me. I just checked. You want to do this" he gave out a little chuckle and pulled away holding me by my shoulders, and crouching down a little to get to my height. "Baby steps. Now, come on. We can't keep him waiting now can we?" I nodded and linked arms with him. There was a double door that lead to the room I was getting married in.

The first down the aisle was little Alexis, with her wicker basket with rose petals in. Then Alison, accompanied by Cameron, as I was with James. My nerves built up as my friends disappeared disappeared behind the double doors. Hannah was next, accompanied by Sam. I was beginning to get closer to Hannah, she's a lovely girl. Her and Sam were so adorable together. I began to shake as Lily and Danny vanished from right in front of me. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. "Baby steps" James whispered in my ear. "This is hardly fucking baby steps, Cassells. I feel like I'm selling my soul to-" I stopped myself as Ben appeared at the end of the aisle. My nerves stopped, the shaking stopped. I've never wanted to do something more in my life. Watching him stand alone, everything disappeared. "Told you so" James leant in towards me whispering. I felt like kneeing him in the balls, but its not the time, nor place. We got to the end of the aisle and James left me to sit down, I frowned at him and mouthed 'traitor!' Before returning my gaze back to Ben who looked phenomenal. 

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"I, Jasey Louise Northman, choose you, Benjamin Paul Bruce, to be my husband. In front of our friends and family, I promise to love and to cherish you through every obstacle that may come in our way. I promise to learn the time difference in more states and to be more patient in you coming home. I will comfort you when you have no wi-fi to watch your favourite shows on tour, and drink beers with you and your friends when you're back. I will love you always." I smiled like a lunatic, while reading my vows. Normally I get really nervous speaking in front of so many people, but I guess with Ben standing right in front of me, everything seems easier. "I, Benjamin Paul Bruce, take you, Jasey Louise Northman, to be my wife. In front of our friends and our family gathered here today. I promise to love and to cherish you throughout the good times and the bad times. I promise to try and remember to put my dirty clothes in the wicker basket rather than the bathroom floor, to replace to toilet roll when it's empty. I promise to remember this day with love as I will love you always." 

His smile flashed his teeth and made me weak in the knees. I wanted more than anything right now to rip off his suit and jump his bones, but as much as it would look better on the floor; I'll have to wait for the time being. "By the power vested in me, I now pronounce you; husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride!" Ben wasted no time in stepping forward and cupping my face in his hands. "You look stunning!" I smiled as his lips grazed mine. He smiled into the kiss and everyone erupted like a volcano into cheers and a standing ovation. I grinned like a Cheshire cat as we made our way out. It's done. I'm officially Jasey Bruce and I couldn't be happier.

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Ben POV:

"Okay, okay as the best man, I think it's time for my speech!" I put my head in my hands as Danny stood up next to me. "People always ask me how long I've known Ben for, my answer normally being; too fucking long." Everyone laughed and he just grinned at me "but the time knowing him has brought so many memories, like when he met Jasey for example; who may I add looks positively breathtaking." He winked at her biting his lip, oh my fucking god, I think he's already had too much. "Not leaving out the bridesmaids of course, Alison, Hannah and my beautiful girlfriend, Lily. You're all stunning. Of course little Alexis too, you did good there guys, good genes!" We all laughed again as Danny took a sip of his champagne. "Anyway, for those who do not know, which there can't be many; I'm Danny Worsnop, best friends with this little twat here. We've been through thick and thin together, from smashing t.v's in Vegas to arguments about food. The one thing that I can say about Ben, is that he is one hell of a looker. I mean look at that face! No wonder she said yes! How can you say no to that, he's like a little mouse!" I snickered knowing that it was true. I'm hot as fuck.

"No matter what anyone say's about this couple, or what the hell happens, they always find their way back. I'm not going to lie and say that I know a lot about relationships because, let's be honest. I'm Danny Worsnop, infamous for my stunningly amazing looks and sex life. As I was saying, I can't coach you guys on what not to do but I figure you probably already know" I was shocked at how serious Danny had gotten all of a sudden, but I continued to listen nonetheless. "They say that when you find that perfect person, everything will be alright and that's love. But in truth, when you find an imperfect person but still manage see them perfectly; that's love. Non of that other bullcrap." I looked around and a few people were tearing up. I couldn't believe my eyes. Even Jasey had a tear in her eye.

"That's what I see when I look at them. Not two perfect people in love, two imperfect people seeing each other perfectly. You can just tell by the way that they look at each other sometimes, even if they're messing about how much they love each other. I'm rooting for you guys, don't mess this up. This is as real as it gets!" Before sitting down, he picked up his champagne glass again and raised it in the air. With not one dry eye in the room he made his toast. "To the newlyweds!" 

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