Doubt.

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Ben POV:

After fussing about on a plane for several hours we were finally in England. Little Lex was asleep in her room, I think its the jetlag. Jasey was unpacking a load of our stuff in the bedroom, tomorrow is when we drop Lexis of at my mums.

"Babe, we can finish this off tomorrow" I took her hands bringing her up to her feet. She snaked her hands around my neck as I wrapped my arms around her. She rested her head on my shoulder. I took a deep breath and tightened my grip. I honestly don't think I could love someone as much as I love her. She let out a little sigh before looking up at me "I wish I could put into words how much you mean to me" I planted a soft kiss on the tip of her nose "you don't need to say a word Jase, your eyes tell the story." Her lips spread as she flashed her famous smile at me. "Ugh, I love you so much!" I kissed her lips, smiling into it "I love you too."

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I was woken up by Alexis jumping on the bed. "Granny is here!! Granny is here!!" I groaned pulling the duvet over my head "Lex go away, it's too early for games." Shortly after the duvet was ripped from my hands, showing my torso. "Woooaah, cold!" I sat up rapidly pulling the duvet with me. "Benjamin Paul Bruce, get your skinny arse out of that bed now" oh shit. Alexis was right. Mum was here. "Okay, okay I can't if you're all still in the room. So if you would politely leave" mum got the picture, as to why I couldn't get up right there and then. She picked Lexis up walking out of the room.

Wait. Why aren't they pestering Jasey to wake up, she's still snoring her face off. Not cool. I rolled over putting my arm around her. and sweeping her hair out of her face. "Jaseeey" I whispered in her ear and she stirred a little. "Jase, come on you lump wake up" she raised her hand up to my face pushing me away. Cheeky git. I gave out a little laugh "hey, come on" I sat on top of her straddling her. "You know, this would look awfully suspicious if my mum walked in, she is only in the living room" I knew that Jasey didn't really feel at ease around my mum. She always thought that she never liked her. I don't know why but there was nothing I could do.

"What!?! Ben oh my god, move I need to get up, your mum can't know we've had sex before" she sat up rapidly pushing me off of her. "Yeah because you know, we just adopted Lex" she looked at me angrily. "Okay then all she needs to know is that it was a one time situation" I rolled my eyes at her, pulling her back down to sit. "It's okay Jase, she loves you. It's been five years. Even if she doesn't love you she's at least used to you" she shot me another death stare before laughing. "You're right I guess!"

I fist pumped the air before slipping on some ripped skinny jeans. "Plus, I'm in a rock & roll band, its not like you're were my first" she threw a shoe at me and it hit my arm. Ow. "Yeah thanks Ben. Just thanks" she went to storm out of the room until pulled her around "Hey, that doesn't mean anything!" I already knew that Jasey's confidence was really low so why I said that, I'll never know.

I looked into her eyes as she tried to avoid my gaze "I love you Jasey... That's why we're here. So I can prove it!" I kind of hurts to think that she doubts it.

Jasey POV:

I probably sound like a fucking child. Of course I wasn't his first, Im so stupid. I already knew that. We were in the living room saying goodbye to Alexis "okay, remember that if you miss us just ask granny to call us okay? We'll phone you every night to make sure you're alright, I love you baby" this is the first time that I would be away from her. I was dreading it. "She's going to be okay, you don't need to worry" I nodded along with what Ben's mum was saying even though it wouldn't change anything.

She's gone. I stood staring at the door for at least five minutes before Ben came over. "Jase, she's safe. You don't need to worry!" He looked deep into my eyes. "What if she gets hurt? How did you ever be able to tour not knowing if she was okay?" I asked. It was seriously something I never understood. "I trust you, I knew she was safe with you" he put his hand on my shoulder and planted a soft kiss on my lips.

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A/N

Really short filler but in the next chapter I will be introducing a new character!! Woo ;)

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