Jessica's Death *Harry Styles*

Chapter One

When I was a kid, I always watched those Disney movies where the princess always find her prince charm who would always do everything and anything to keep her safe, love and sacrifice his life for her. I used to dream about it. I used to wonder if this day would come. The day that I would find my prince charm and live a happy ever after with him. I used to wish to know how it feels to be in love because they teachs us that being in love or love someone is something good and perfect.

I grew up and I still did not know what was love. I watched all those couples kissing each other, holding hands, loving one another and I kept asking myself if I would ever die without knowing love. It was a bit disturbing for me because I was 17 years old and I had never loved or even kissed a boy.

Until the day I met him. It was a so common day, I litellay had no idea that that boring Thursday morning would change my whole life forever in a way that I still do not know if it can go back to the way it was before. It all happened so quick and it a so unwaited way that I did not have a second to stop and just understand what was happening to me.

It was all so knew. I had never felt that thing before. I was so confused and so into that feeling because it was so good and yet so bad that I could no let it go. Somehow, I liked feeling that way. I liked when he made me feel all those things he did even though I knew it was not true.

I was so overwhelmed with everything that was happening to me that I was not thinking straight, and in a moment of a completely hate moment of mine, I made the worst decision of my life.

I killed myself.