Best Intentions

Arguments

I held my head in my hands as I sat on my couch . I knew I never should have lied to her . I thought I had lost my feelings for my ex ... It's not that I want to be with him , I still care about his well being . But look where's that's gotten me . I've let him go . Completely . He never deserved me anyway . Now , this girl . She was everything anyone could ever want . I don't know why I lied . As I sat there , I heard a knock on the door . I got up and walked to the door and looked through the peephole . It was Kya . My heart dropped into my stomach as I unlocked the door . I opened it so that she could only see my face . I opened my mouth to speak but I got choked up and just closed it again . Then she spoke . "We need to talk about some stuff." I opened the door wider and she entered . She went into the living room and sat in the recliner . I took my place back on the couch where I was before .

Seconds seemed to pass like hours as we sat there in silence . I was playing with my fingers and she was looking at me . I could feel it . I cleared my throat . "If I would've known you were coming I would've put on some clothes." My voice came out soft and cracked. "I've seen it all before . It's cool." She was still looking at me . "Why did you lie to me ? I told you that was the one thing I couldn't stand !" Her voice was stern but soft. I lifted my eyes to meet hers . I immediately dropped them back to my lap and I could feel the tears forming . "I thought I didn't have feelings for him . I thought they were gone. But it's not like I wanna be with him. I wanna be with you." I started crying. "No . Cut that shit out." I sniffled but the tears continued to fall . "You really think you get another chance ?" I shrugged my shoulders. "Yeah." She said. "Me either." She got up. "I can't anymore , Ava." She walked towards the door . "No !" I shouted. Scaring her and myself. I jumped and ran to her. "I know I lied. I know I was wrong. And apologies aren't worth shit , but I only want you . I don't deserve another chance but I would love one . But that's up to you . I love you . That's never going to change ." She dropped her head , shaking it. "And Ava , you know I love you , but -" I cut her off with my lips. I waited for her to kiss me back but I didn't feel it. I pulled back. "I'm sorry." I dropped my head and backed away. Kya took a step towards me. "Don't be."

I took her hand and took her to the bedroom . She sat on the edge of the bed and I stood in front of the closet doors . I took off my bra and let it drop to the floor . I searched her face for a reaction , but there wasn't one . She was playing hard to get . Ha , we'll see long that lasts. I slid off my panties and stood in front of her, hands on hips, waiting for a reaction. No movement . I turned around so my ass was towards her . I bent over and exposed my pussy. I put my fingers in my mouth and then put them on my clit. I went in slow circles first . I was already about to burst. I sped up causing myself to shake and my legs to give a little. I turned around , and seeing her watch me made me drip . She still hasn't moved. I slid on finger in , then two . I could feel how wet I was . And the sound ... I was so wet . I went in and out real slow . Letting my wetness run down my fingers. I took a quick glance back to see if she was still in the same position , and I caught her biting her lip . I stoop up and faced her . Walking toward her , with my fingers in my mouth , tasting myself , I straddled her and leaned in to her ear and whispered , " I saw that." I felt her hands on my back and I drew back to look into her eyes. Those beautiful brown eyes. We stared at each other for what seemed like forever . She tilted her head up and I tilted my down and our lips met. Soft at first, then the passion set in. We kissed as if our lives depended on it. You could tell she missed me and I missed her. She pulled me down on top of her . Her hand unclasped my bra and she slid it off of me and dropped it to the floor . We were kissing again . She started kissing all over my face , causing me to giggle and her to smile. She started kissing my neck and I could feel myself getting wetter. Neck kisses were one thing but HER neck kisses .. Mm! I knew I'd have hickeys but I didn't care . The more she kissed my neck the more I began to grind my body against her and soft moans escaped my lips . I put my hand on her & dug my nails into her back . I knew she liked it because when I brought my hand down she put it back on her back . Looks like we were both going to have some scars . Her lips left my neck and found mine , but only for a minute . They started to kiss down my chest , between my breasts and then to my nipples . First the left , then the right . Each time she kiss real gentle then bite a little , then suck . Each time made me gasp . She made her way to my belly , giving me soft kisses all over it . She knew I loved belly kisses .  She had reached my pelvis line and I was already tensing up and dripping wet . "Relax your body." She said . I laughed and relaxed . She started kissing my pelvis again this time she was a little closer to my pussy . I tensed up again . She started to laugh . "Relax!" I finally relaxed again . She kissed and licked up and down my thighs . What a tease . She gave my clit soft kisses making me arch my back . She flicked her tongue up and down my pussy one time . "Damn . I ain't even done nothing and you already that wet ." I smirked. She kissed my clit again . This time she didn't stop . She started real slow . But then she went hard . My arch got deeper , and my moans got louder. She clasped her hands on my thighs , pulling me to her . I couldn't help but scream . "Damn baby ! Shit ! Right there , right there , ri-." But before I could finish I was already coming. My legs shook violently. It'd been a while since we had sex. She was the best I'd ever had. She'd already started going again , & I was already about to cum again . "Babyyy !" I screamed . I tried scooting back , but she just pulled me back . "Where you going?" She asked . She looked me in my eyes and took my clit in her mouth. I laid my head back and my eyes rolled into the back of my head . I couldn't stop coming . She came up and crawled on top of me , her lips glistening. She kissed me. I kissed her until I cleaned my wetness from them. "Turn around." She said. I did as I was told . She pushed my head down into the bed so my ass was straight up in the air. She didn't even warm up this time, she just started going at it . I moaned loudly and then put my head in the pillow . She flicked her tongue on my clit , and then sucked on my clit . I felt her tongue slip inside me. I was screaming by then. "I've been so bad." I moaned. "Spank me." She smacked my ass. "Oh , a little hard than that ." I laughed.   She smacked my ass again. A lot harder. I loved it. "What's my name?" She said. I didn't answer. I was still coming. She smacked my ass again. "What's my name?" "Daddy!" I screamed. "Just like that daddy , right there . I'm coming..!" I came hard and collapsed . She turned me over. She laid on top of me and kissed me. "I missed you." She said in between kisses . "I missed you , baby." I kissed her again . "I'll never miss the arguments though. Especially when I have this to look forward to."