Best Intentions

Welcome Home

It's been a year . A long year . It's September now , I've started my first year of college , and it's almost her birthday . That's how I knew that it was close time for her to come home from the army . It's not like she is coming home to me . After what I did , who could blame her ? Even though I'm the one that hurt her , I feel empty inside . My heart has a hole that can't be filled. Maybe she's moved on ..

I was coming out of English 101 when I seen my cousin Kayla . She saw my face and immediately knew what was wrong . "Ana , you can't keep beating yourself up about what happened. I know you feel bad about it , but you can't keep doing this to yourself." I didn't say anything. She just fell in line with me as we walked.

We made it to the parking lot, and I walked Kayla to her car. Before I had a chance to walk away, Kayla grabbed my arm. She pulled me to her and held me tight. I tried to hold it in , but eventually my tears began streaming down my face . "I have to go." I said, pulling away from her . I sped up my pace towards my car so she couldn't grab me a second time . I got to the door of my car and began fumbling in my bag for my keys. My vision was blurred by my tears so when I pulled out my keys to try and unlock my door , I dropped them . "Shit!" I yelled. Everyone in the parking lot turned to me. I pretended like I didn't see them. I wiped my eyes and bent down to pick up my keys, and realized there was a piece of paper under my tire. I picked it up and shoved it in my bag , thinking it was my trash. I finally got myself into my car . The piece of paper was in the back of my mind and I finally had to look at it. There's no way I left trash under my own tire. I dug through my bag , searching for it . I pulled it out and unfolded it. I'll be waiting..1:00.. your place.. I looked at the clock on my phone . 12:46 . What does this mean ? Is this a threat ? Who's it from ? I should call Kayla... NO ! I don't want her freaked out. I'll just go back to our apartment.

I got to me and Kayla's apartment door and froze. I checked my phone again. 12:52. I shakily took my key from my bag and tried to unlock the door. I finally got it unlocked and slowly entered. I flipped on the light , anticipating someone to be on my couch. I was wrong . No one was there . I shook off the scary feeling I had and walked to my room . Walking by the bathroom door , I realized the water was running . "Kayla?" I called out , but no answer. I freaked out a little . I went to her room and realized her towel was missing . Phew , it's just Kayla. I went to my room and dropped my bag on the chair in my corner. I kicked off my shoes and plopped down onto my bed . My clock read 12:57.

I woke up and it was still light . I rolled over and looked at the clock. 2:01. So much for the Mr. 1:00 . I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I swung my legs off the bed and sat up. I began to go to the kitchen but something made me stop. Someone was in my chair. I spun around not knowing who to expect. I knew who it was from the army boots. She was here! In my room! I could only speak her name. "Kia.." I spoke in a soft whisper. She rose and walked over to me. She hovered over me for a minute. I quickly kissed her, just as quickly as I pulled back . I covered my mouth. She hadn't moved. "Why am I here ?" She asked. I stared dumbfounded. "I can't believe it , but you're still all I think about it. After everything that's happened." She was pacing the floor now. "I don't know . I can't tell you that , but I can tell you I'm sorry for what happened. I'm sorry for how we fell out. I just want to know you forgive me? " She stopped. "Forgive you?" I began to cry. "Ana , cut it out. I didn't come here to see you cry." I wipped my eyes. "You're all I think about . Day in and day out . You're in my dreams. You're etched in what heart I have after I gave it to you... I still love you Kia." She walked out the door and down the hall to the front door. She stared at me, hard . Then she closed the door. I collapsed into a pile of tears right there on the floor. I barely heard the knocking at the door . I got up and wiped as many tears as I could and opened the door . I couldn't get the door opened fast enough before Kia came crashing into me. She kissed me hard and I pushed away. The look of shock on her face was intense . "Don't you dare kiss me because I'm crying . You kiss me because you love me. You kiss me because you know you can't live without me and you want to try us again , but don't you dare kiss me because I'm crying." My words took her by surprise. She paused for what seemed like a while. She stepped to me and took my head in her hands. She looked down . So did I . She pulled my head up and connected her lips to mine . I felt a tear roll down my cheek. When she pulled back she kissed it before it could hit the floor . She came back to my lips . She held my face in her hands again and I clasped mine over hers . Her hands left my face and went to my waist and she pulled me into her . I could smell her body wash . I pulled back. "That was you in the shower ." I grinned . She grinned back . "Kayla left me the key." I playfully shoved her and she shoved me back and before we knew it , we were play fighting . Kia picked me up and threw me over her shoulder . I kicked and scream for her to put me down , but she just laughed and continued down the hall . She went through my door and slammed me on my bed. Talk about Army Strong. I rolled onto my back and slowly spread my legs. I placed my between them and began to rub myself. She was taking off her uniform and boots while I was doing this. She was down to her sports bra and boxers when she slid on top of me. We stared into each others eyes for what seemed like forever, but we didn't care. I grabbed her butt . "Stop." She grunted. I laughed, she smirked. She kissed my neck and my pelvis lifted. She put her thigh between by legs and hand on my hips as I grinded against her. She bit my neck just a little bit and I let out a little moan . She gripped my hips a little tighter . She stopped kissing my neck and came back to my lips. She stared into my eyes again as she slid my panties to the side , and slid her fingers into me . I moaned and pushed her fingers deeper inside of me. "Damn , you tight." I grinned. "Well , Kia , it has been a while." She kissed me. "That's what I like to hear." She started going in and out faster, until I came all over her fingers. "Still got that wet wet , I see." She put her fingers in her mouth. "And still just as sweet." She rubbed her hands all over my body, taking me in. She kissed my breasts. Licking, sucking, and biting each nipple . I could feel myself leaking on the bed. She kissed down my stomach , and she licked around my belly button. She finally reached my sweet spot. I missed her , but especially between my legs . I hadn't been with anyone since we broke up. It just wouldn't have been right . When she started licking my clit , it felt so right . We made eye contact while she made circles with her tongue on my clit until I was about to burst. My eyes rolled back and my hips lifted . She pulled them back down and wouldn't let me move . She was always so dominant . I put my hands on her arms as I felt myself about to come again . I scratched up her arms . She. came up and kissed me . "Turn around ." she whispered . She slid underneath me so that I was riding her face. Our favorite position . She didn't even ease back into it . She was tearing it up . She had to keep pulling my legs apart every time I came , after they stopped shaking .

We cuddled up on the couch and watched some Netlfix . I rolled over so that I was facing her . I stared into her eyes like it was my last time I would ever see them again . I kissed her softly . I felt her pull me into her. "Welcome Home , Kia. " & I snuggled into her chest and fell asleep.