teen mom

chapter 10

   I hung up with the person on the phone that wasent landon....i got a call from the cops saying they found landons body in the backyard and he was dead. i dropped the phone and went straight into tears. "How am i going to rasie to twin newborn babies on my own."  " i don't even have a job and now im going to jjhave to sell the house and move back with my parents."  "why did this happen to me."  " we were such a good family." i kept saying these things out loud and laily just tryed to keep calming me down. Alyssa only wanted her dad....and now the girls just lost there father!!  " how......what am i going to tell the girls when they get older and start talking and say daddy.!!"  a whole bunch of thought were running through my head!  " laily....i have to sell my house now...i can't pay for it , 2 babies, food, me, or anything.  " you can me in with me if you want...because i know how your parents been lately!" laily said. i decided to start packing up and leave once the cops said it was ok...i didnt want to spend another night in that house.  " i finally stoped crying and wiped my tears up ....i decided i need to apply for some jobs since landon was the one that worked and payed for everything.  i got on laily's computer and went to apply for jobs....as i was typing i looked down and i saw the big beautiful engagement ring on my wedding finger. it was so hard not to start crying...i needed to stay strong for my girls. i picked up Aubree in one arm and Alyssa in another. i really just wanted to lay with the girls and not thing about anything. i got up to the kitchen and made two bottles, and walked up stairs to the guest room which would be my new room. i got in bed and layed with the girls. they look like landon and me at the same time.....i could see his looks on there and just get landons picture in my mind. i got a call from the cops...saying they cought the guy and areested him and i could go back home. so i got the girls and laily and got in the car and went home...we started to pack everything up and just got what we really needed and could get and then we would get a uhaul to move stuff tomorrow. i got all og my clothes and all the girls clothes...we got there cribs...and we got mostly baby stuff. i went back to lailys house and got a call from one of the job places and they wanted an interveiw. things are kinda falling in place. but now i need to get used to all of this... and the new "home".