bts imagines

hoseok

everyone smiled. it was the way to show their happiness. but me, I don't smile. why, you ask? i'm not the type of person who smile.

"yah! what's with the sad face?" my seatmate, hoseok asked.

he is way different from me. he's the type of person who is always happy, cheerful and all the positive vibes. he's always smiling. even when he is apologizing, he will smile. i kept wondering.. why would he smiled and what's his secret for smiling?

i put my cheek on my knuckle and sighed. "nothing.."

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"hey, isn't that hoseok?" a girl behind me said to her friend. i looked behind and saw hoseok bowing to two boys while holding a broom.

"no problem! i'll help to clean this for you!" he said with a wide smile. "wow.. how could he smiled? he's so weird.. no wonder he doesn't have friends." the girl said again.

i approached him while he was busy with his job. he's still smiling while doing it. "hey." i said. he turned to me and smiled wider. he stopped his action and we sat on the ground together. "what's wrong?" he asked with a smile still on his face.

i sighed. "why did you keep smiling?" i asked. "you always took someone else's jobs and did it for them. even when you're apologizing, you would smile. "why?" i added.

he looked down with the same smile.

"my mom told me, if we smile, we will get some good luck." he replied.

"your mom..?"

"she's in the hospital. She had a cancer and had to her stay there. i believe that she will get better soon." he explained and smiled wider.

i sighed, "you know.. you should learn to say no. so that people will respect you a bit." i advised him.

"i'll try.."
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while i was walking alone in the hallway, i saw hoseok and three boys with him in a corner. they were talking. i decided to eavesdrop them.

"yah, do you want to hang out with us this weekend?" boy 1 asked. hoseok hesitated for a while and smiled after. "iy's okay." he replied.

"ah.. you're no fun. come on! there will be many girls there!" boy 2 said.

somehow, i felt like someone stabbed my heart.

hoseok still refused.

"you're gonna tell us you want to hang out with that silent girl?" boy 1 asked in disbelief.

are they talking about me?

"aish.. just leave her alone and hang out with us! we don't like her! her attitude is.. UGH!" he said.

heh! it's better if I leave.

i was about to walk away when i heard hoseok spoke, "then i will gladly refuse. if you don't like her, i do. looks like our ideal types are not the same." he smiled.

i widened my eyes. is that true?

i quickly ran to the school garden. i sat on the ground and hugged my knees as i cried. i don't even know why was i even crying. i've never thought that someone would like me. it's just.. surprising.

i was still sobbing when someone tapped my shoulder. i looked up and saw hoseok with a sad smile. "what's wrong?" he asked and sat beside me. i stopped crying and wiped my tears. "n-nothing.."

..

it was very quiet, felt like only me and hoseok in the school. i glance at him. he was looking down so I couldn't see his face.

"hoseok-ah.." i called. he looked up and smiled. "yes?"

"is it true... that you liked me?" i managed to ask. his smile faded away a bit, but he smiled again.

"no" he replied.

wow.. it's hurt.

"but I love you" he added and grinned.

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Hope you like the ending.. thanks for reading, guys! I appreciated it!!