just the way you are (a soul eater story)

memories ~

I pull away and back up. "I-I-I'm sorry I got to go" I stutter. I quickly turn away and run out. I run through the doors, down the stairs and as I come upon the last step I trip and land on my face. I stay there for a moment then I slowly, painfully stand, and sit on the step that triped me. What just happened? What the fudge was that feeling I felt? I've never felt that before, exept ......when my mother used to sing to my to get me to sleep. I don't like thinking about that though, my last memories of her were when she sung and when that kishen killed her and my father. Tears flow from my eyes from the fall, and as I start to have those horrible flash backs

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"Aspen, Aspen I need you to stay here. Stay here for me. I'll come back as soon as I can." My mother says scared. I nod my sleepy head. "ok mommy." She smiled then left me under my bed.~~~~~~~~ and that was the last time I ever saw her....unless you count the part when I saw the kishen pull her lifless body apart. What a horrible thing for a 5 year old to witness. Her parents deaths.

I am as afraid of what I feel now, as how I felt that night. I wipe my tears and notice Bowe has been watching me. "you ok?" she asks. "yep," I say "Lets go home."