Heated

Chapter 13

Stereotypical hospital chapter I'm sorry they won't be in here long
-T

I wake up with a thick pain in my forehead. I look around the white plain room and my eyes land on a small figure in the corner. With his knees to his chest staring out the window is Louis, looking terrible. He'd obviously been crying for a long time and he looks like he hasn't slept in days.
I try to say Louis but it comes out as grumbles. Why is my throat so dry?
"Good morning. Or afternoon whatever." Louis doesn't even look at me and my heart drops.
Being asleep gave me a lot of time to think, think that I did want to marry him I was just scared.
"I love you." I struggle out.
"No you don't. Don't lie to me." Louis gets up and looks me in the eyes. They were so tired. He reaches down and produces a water bottle. "Here." He hands it to me and sighs.
I take a big gulp and it cleans up my throat.
"I do I've just been over-"
"You begged me to meet my family. You begged me to go to the water park. You agreed to marriage with me. You fucked my sister and when she was nearly pregnant you were excited. But as soon as I want a child you get distant and tell me you don't love me. Yeah I shoved you but I didn't slam your head into the slide, you did."
"I was scared! You were supposed to be there!"
"You're supposed to be my partner!"
"I have no choice! You took my choice!" I scream and then instantly regret it. Louis starts crying all over again and looks to the floor.
"The wedding is off I guess?" Louis cries. "You know I got used to hearing it from others but I never thought..."
"Louis I didn't mean it. I love you I do. Its my choice." But its too late we both know it.
"I think its best you stay away from me. You can stay at the house. Goodbye Harold."
I watch as he walks out, and I feel deep down that this is the last time I'll see Louis William Tomlinson.
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*Five months later*
"Another D. You need to try harder Mr. Styles!" Mr. Peters states softly. His chizzled jaw made me smile and he despretely needed to shave but his deep blue eyes made up for it. Blue like Louis.
"Oh come on you're always giving me D's Drew can't I just have one A?" I wink and bite my lip.
I enrolled back in school and I was doing good in school except for Drama class, I'm a shit actor and even though I sleep with Mr. Peters to bring my grade up I still fail miserably.
"Are you hinting that you want to top?" He laughs and looks around. "You sexy beast."
I hated doing this. I just wanted my highschool diploma. I've been doing so well, I'm nearly done. I work 20 hours a day to get my school done.
"You know what? I forgot I have to go home." I say softly. I couldn't sleep with him today.
"When are you going to take that ring off?"
"Never." I say and leave the classroom. Maybe I'll take another course.
I start the long walk home and send a text to Lottie any word?
My heart hurts and my world feels empty but now that Louis lives with his family as well as Lottie I can get tabs on him. Apparently he hasn't left his room in four days.
He ate lunch 2day. Took a shower then went back in. U fuked him up.
Should I visit him? Its been so long and he probably doesn't want to see me. He's so sad and I could feel his pain even with the distance between us.
Should I come over?
My heart pounds as I open our...er...my door and wait for a response. I've missed him so much.
Not 2day harry. He needs time.
But how long can I wait?

I know its short I suck I'm sorry
-T