Heated

Chapter 12

I wake up and rub my eyes. The clock next to the bed said 6am and the fact that I'm naked tells me we had sex last night. I turn my head to see Louis, as beautiful as always.
"Lou..." I whisper softly. "Louis..."
"What Harry?" He groans and my heart flutters. His morning voice.
"Where's the shower?" I ask feeling dirty. He groans and pulls a pillow over his head.
"What time is it?" His voice is all muffled from the pillow.
"6." I say and giggle. He's adorable.
"Oh shit get up, grab your clothes now. The girls get up soon and if you don't get to the bathroom!" He springs out of bed grabbing my boxers and putting them on.
"Lou those are-"
"Just put these on and go go go!" He throws a pair of boxers at me and we both run up the stairs laughing like idiots. Louis suddenly stops and I see what he sees, a sleepy Daisy rubbing her eyes.
"Oh no you don't!" She said and Louis jumps for the bathroom and holds the door open for me, to which I run as fast as I can and he locks the door behind me. "I hate you!"
"Love you too Dais!" Louis sing-songs.
I try to control my laughing and Louis smirks.
"I never had to fight with Gemma for the bathroom."
"Oh god it was a constant struggle with me. Plus I had a couple years before Lottie was in the picture so I wasn't used to it and I'd always loose." He strips and I finally look around. Against the wall on the left was a tub that looked like a hot tub and on the far wall was a big shower with glass sliding doors. "Shower or bath?"
"Shower. I really need to wash." I say sniffing myself. I smelled rank.
"Alrighty then." Louis smiles and starts the shower. I slowly peel off the boxers and wrap my arms around Louis from behind.
"I love you Lou." I say burying my face in his neck. I kiss softly causing him to shiver.
"I love you too Hazzy." He reaches and scratches my head softly.
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"I love you guys! We'll be round soon to plan the wedding. A month or two tops!" Louis kisses all their cheeks and I wave awkwardly.
Suddenly Fizzy engulfs me in a hug whispering, "Thank you."
And with that Gemma honked the horn, telling us we'd be late.
"I don't want people looking at my Harry!" Louis whined once we got in the car.
"Its a water park! He has to be shirtless!" Gemma states rolling her eyes. Theo stays silent and keeps his eyes on the road.
"Da- I mean Lou I only love you!" My voice cracks on Lou. My face burns with blush and Gemma notices.
"Daddy huh?" She teases, causing Louis to blush as well.
"Gem, you call me daddy as well." It was the first thing he had said the whole time and it sent me in a burst of laughter.
Gemma then decided to turn the music loud, and I realized the two in the front could no longer hear us.
"Daddy..." I whisper into Louis' ear. He turns to me with a little grin.
"Harry I was thinking..." Louis suddenly started blushing and biting his lip. "After we get married..." He paused and sighed. "I want a kid Harry."
Despite the loud music it felt like the world was silent.
"But-" Louis silences me with a kiss and my heart drops.
Its not that I don't love him and its not that I don't want a child...
Its just one big problem.
Due to him talking up the wedding and meeting my family and being... Out made me realize one fact.
I didn't know if I was ready.
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"I love you Hazzy!" Louis kisses my cheek as we wait on the steps for the waterslide.
"Do you think these would break if someone large went on it?" I ask looking over the railing. Girls looked at me and giggled.
"That's why there's a weight limit." Louis says annoyed. I can tell he's noticed that I haven't said I love you too all day.
Its not that I didn't love him, I do its just I'm 19 and on Instagram I have people calling me daddy and making me feel like the one in charge. In such a short time I already have 45 thousand followers. I just wanted to slow it all down and then in a year or two maybe get married to Louis.
"You're a twat." Louis scoffs and looks on the other side of the railing. It hurt deep in my chest.
"Hey are you Harry Styles?" Two teenage girls asked as the line went a bit shorter.
"Yes I am! Do you follow me on-"
"Instagram yeah! You're so hot!" One of them squealed. I hear Louis snort and I could tell I shouldn't bait them.
"You guys are like soulmates! When's the wedding?" Another asks.
"Soon. Do you guys want a picture or something?" I ask faking a smile.
"Yeah! But you guys are next!" The girl points and a relief flows over me.
"Oh next time girls." I say and wink, getting ready to go down.
"Lightest in the front sir." The man said as Louis started to sit behind me.
"I'm the top sir I go behind." Louis growls, he was very mad and I wish I could warn the man not to mess with him, not today.
"Sir you're the lightest  and shortest, go in the front please." The man sighs as if this was agonizing.
"Haz just go." Louis growls and stands up. I look back at him terrified of what he'd do. He shoves me roughly and despite my attempts to grab at the sides I was off. Alone, on a two person slide. Tears flow down my cheeks as my speed accelerates.
I try to slow down but it just increases the speed. Louis was supposed to be here!
I let out a subtle yelp when I see the dark tunnel approaching, the tears flowing harder. I then notice that I'm too tall and that I have to lean back to fit. I notice all too late and I feel my forehead whack into the top, blurring my vision. It was dark but I could feel the warm blood gushing from my forehead.
At least I'm near the bottom.
Once I get to the pool at the bottom of the slide, I open my eyes to see the water around me turning red.
Whistles blow and I stumble to the steps of the pool, just looking for anyone I knew.
"Sir are you okay? Move your hand please!" A lifeguard with friendly brown eyes said to me. I oblige and feel very light headed. "You need stitches, do you have any family here?" He wipes a bit of blood from my face softly with a wet cloth.
"My... My fiancé..." I mumble and look around. There's a crowd and I feel so much pain and humiliation. This is Louis' fault.
"What's his name?" The lifeguard asked. "What's your name?"
"I'm Harry."
"Harry!" I hear Louis' voice and my blood boils.
"Sir, please back up." The lifeguard holds up his hand.
"I'm his fiancé you idiot!"
"Look what you fucking (fooking amirite?) did to me!" I scream and then black creeps into my vision and I fall to my knees.
"Harry I'm sorry you just won't say you-"
"Because I don't! Not like this!" I say and the blackness nearly closes in. It was the last straw that I could take. He has hurt me for years upon years but this? It was too much.
"Wh-what?" My heart shatters at the sound of Louis' voice but he hurt me again after he promised to stop.
The world goes black and I fall into an uncomfortable slumber.