Sadly Platonic

Chapter 2

*Phil's POV*

(This is one day after Dan and Jess's little coffee date thingy). It's about 11:00 at night and the power has just cut off. I'm in my room and Dan's in his. I heard a squeal from Dan's room as one left my mouth also. Thunder can be heard and you can see lightning.

As embarrassing as this is I have a fear of lightning and thunder. Luckily Dan knows this. After only like 5 minutes I started crying.

I felt like such a baby but I didn't do anything against it because I couldn't. It's scary to me. It feels like everyone's shouting when it's only the thunder and lightning.

As if on cue I could hear my door slowly creak open. I look up to see Dan visibly shaking.

"P-Phil? I know y-your scared of th-thunder and I was w-wondering if your ok." Dan stuttered.

I didn't have to respond. Dan walked over to the side of my bed and started to run his fingers through my hair.

Dan whispered, "Hey it's going to be ok. Can I stay with you? I actually don't know why I asked since I'm going to whether you want me to or not."

I laughed a little and felt the bed sink in slightly next to me. I turned so I could face Dan. He looked gorgeous.

No Phil he's just your friend!

His eyes were closed until I was done turning completely. His eyes shot open. Tears were still streaming down my face. I closed my eyes, too embarrassed to let Dan see me like this.

I heard Dan say, "Open your eyes. I miss their color."

I obeyed and opened my eyes. He smiled slightly and slowly he inched his face closer to mine. He started kissing my tears away. I wanted to move his lips to mine but I didn't. He wouldn't want that. And I have a girlfriend.

To anyone else that saw me and Dan right now they might consider this cheating or think that me and Dan are dating but we just have this relationship. I had this relationship with Dan before I even met Jess.

We would always cuddle. Our mums would give us an extra mattress but we wouldn't use it when we would sleepover. We wanted to sleep in the same bed. I miss those days sometimes. We don't really have an excuse anymore now that Dan lives with me. We have our own rooms so there's no need for us to sleep together. Sadly.

*Dan's POV*

I went to Phil's room since I was able to hear him crying through the thin walls of our bedrooms. (Yes I did just make that reference). I knew he had a fear of thunderstorms and I wasn't about to be a shit friend. Even though I am. I went up closer to him and saw he had tears streaming down his face so I started running my fingers through his hair and telling him it was going to be ok.

I'm currently laying down next to him and kissing away his tears. He's not crying anymore and his eyes are still open. He's blinking slowly. God he's cute. I slowly moved away from his face. We're both just looking at each other but it's not awkward. I love when we do this. Just admire each other without anybody here to judge us or call us gay.

I can hear thunder but Phil's not jumping nor am I. We're focused on each other right now. The thunder doesn't matter.

Phil's voice takes me out of my thoughts, "Hey Dan?"

"Hm?" I say content with just laying here.

He cleared his throat, "Um can I like just t-try something."

"Yeah" I chuckled.

He did something I was not expecting. I thought he was going to make a joke or say thanks or something BUT NO. HE DID SOMETHING GREATER. Ok ok I'm going to calm down.

He put his hand on my cheek and slowly moved closer. I moved closer thinking he was just gonna tell me a secret. He closed his eyes and I realized what he was doing. I closed mine and moved closer and eventually the gap in between us wasn't there anymore. Our lips pressed together.

WHAT THE HELL PHIL?!?! YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE DATING YOUR GIRLFRIEND WHO IS GOING TO BREAK UP WITH YOU BUT WHY ARE YOU GIVING ME THESE EMOTIONS UGH!!

I didn't stop him though. We both kissed therefore we're both at fault I guess. The worst part is, after he kissed me once he kissed me again and I kissed back again. After 10 minutes of cute little pecks. He kissed my nose and put his face in my chest.

A muffled 'I love you' could be heard from Phil and I laughed a little. Ok I didn't laugh I giggled. I fucking giggled. I said I love you too of course. I have manners and I do love him. Whether it's platonic or not.

Is there platonic kissing? Yeah girls do it all the time right? Do boys? Does it matter? Probably...

I fell asleep with my arms around Phil. Just the way I want it to be every night.

*Author's Note*

HIYA!! I actually updated somewhat on time. I think. I forgot when I posted the first chapter and I'm too lazy to look oOps. Anyways I hope you guys enjoyed a little bit a cute Phan fluff. I got a few ideas and decided I might as well do some of them today. Dun worrie I'm still saving lots. Sooo how have you been. I'm good, not really. This is a one way conversation so I'm going to go. I HOPE YOU ENJOYED BYEE!! Also should I give shoutouts to people that like read or vote on my stories? I'm not doing it to get votes or more reads but I think it's cute when other authors do it. I DONT KNOW OK IM REALLY GONNA LEAVE NOW LOLZOR LOVE YOU!!

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