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What I see in my mind

Flashes of things that never happen
That look in your eyes I want to see
Imaginary glimpses of us

I've let it go, not worth it to hold onto
For now I am free

No heated chains to hold me
I've turned to ice and
Empty my mind with other's lives

Save for the nagging in my scull
I think I want you

The sway in those lips entrance me
Such sweat things not said to me
Confidence in the breath that leaves your chest

Do you want me?
Give up these thoughts of happy endings

Those lie uncomplicated
In the dreams of fairies
Not in this cluttered reality

Unfetter those that aren't sober
I must be happy with myself

Learn what my body yearns for
Accept my torrent emotions
Listen to the waves

Before I can be happy with you
For that is the way of my world

Spinning and tumbling as it is
Never calm and still
Like the stars that pierce me

But keep close
So I can change my mind at a later date

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