Dancing with a Drug Lord

Chapter 21

(Dez POV)

It's been three days since I been caught cheating and I feel like shit. Daja fought me the next day and I just let it happen. Nene won't even look at me no matter how hard I try to speak to her. But during the prank wars we had she made sure to come for me hard. One time she spilled pink dye on me and it turned my hair color to a pinkish red color and my white Jordans pink. I don't know what kind of dye it was but it was not washing out. After Daja fought me everyone basically told me how wrong I was but then said they gonna stay out of it and leave that between me and Nene. Daja said she out of it also. At least I have Dynasty tho. She don't really know what's going on she only know that Nene is mad at me. I hope to keep it that way because I don't want Lil bit mad at me also. Some of y'all may ask why did I cheat but to be honest I don't know it just happens. I know it's wrong but at the time I was only think with my dick. I hope I can make things right because I really love Nene. Today I'm going to try to get her to actually sit down and listen to what I got to say.

After I got dressed this morning I started cooking for the crew. I know y'all thinking since when i started cooking and to answer y'all question I knew how to cook since middle school. My grandma taught me how but Im always busy so I never have a chance to actually get in the kitchen and throw down. I cooked grits, eggs, bacon, pancakes, waffles, sausage, omelets, and toast. The whole time I was cooking I was think about what and how I'm going to talk to Nene. I just decided that I'm just going to ask can I speak to her after breakfast.

"damn it smells so good in here" I heard Nene voice say as she came down the stairs

When she entered the kitchen and saw me she turned around to walk away but I grabbed her hand

"get your fucking hands off of me" she said as she snatched her hand back

"look Nene I didn't mean to grab you like that but can we please talk " I asked her

"I don't have shit to say to you Desmond I'm done talking" she replied using my whole name

"then just listen to me please" I pleaded

"then start talking" she said as she sat down and fixed her a plate

So much for after breakfast but now is better than never I thought as I pulled me up a chair and sat down

"okay baby I......."

"I'm not your baby" she cut me off

"Well Nene I am truly sorry for hurting you. This relationship thing is new to me. No that's not my excuse for cheating because I don't have a reason why. I wasn't thinking at the moment and when I thought of you it was too late and you came threw that door. I love you so much and you deserved so much better than that and I learned from my lesson. If you take me back I promise that will never happen again" I said

"you damn right that will never happen again because there won't be a US again but I forgive you. Just leave me alone and we will be cool" she said as she got up and walked away

At that moment I can finally say that I know how it feels to have a broken heart. It's true when they say you'll never know what you have until it's gone. When Nene walked away she took my soul with her and that's no one fought but mines.

I didn't even bother eating I just went into my room. My feelings are hurt and crushed and all I can do is deal with it.

(Nene POV)

It hurts me so bad to say that to Dez but he hurt me and I want him to hurt like I hurt. After what happened that night I been feeling sick and tired but I'm sure it's just asthma acting up.