Dancing with a Drug Lord

Chapter 23

(DeZ POV) (The next day)

Okay I get it I'm a jerk for the way I treated Nene the other night. I feel bad about it and Keem actually talked some sense into me last night. He's right we do have a baby together and that is important to baby Dynasty. Even though she doesn't talk about it I know that she wants me and Nene to work this out. I hope that things work out for the best because I'm tired of this. Nene got me going crazy. I never felt this way before about a girl and due to the fact that I never had anything real I don't know how to treat her like she deserve. I'm scared that she is going to hurt me so I try to hurt her first so my heart won't get broken.

Keem texted me this morning to meet him at the studio at noon. I know Nene is going to be there but I know for sure that she don't know that I'm coming or she wouldn't come. I put on my black V-neck shit with my black joggers and my black & gold costume Tim timberland boots and my gold slugs to top it off. Even though I knew Nene for a while I still dress up for her because that's my baby.

I pulled up to the studio nervous as hell to see her reaction. I wouldn't be surprised if she starts tripping and attack me. I walked into the building to see Her and Keem talking. She turned around and looked at me with hatred. As soon as she seen me she started to get her bag to leave  but Keem stopped her

" Nope put that shit down you not leaving" he said as he took the bag from her along with her keys

" you told him that we would be here? Why would you do that?" she questioned him with disbelief

"Hell yeah I told him to come Nene y'all got some shit to talk about and you not leaving until you do" he said waving me over

I hesitated before doing so but I did anyways

"This is some Bullshit Keem" she said as she folded her arms pouting

"I'm not telling y'all that you have to kiss and make up I'm just want y'all to talk about y'all situation" he said looking at Nene raised eyebrows

"what are you talking about" I said because apparently they know something I don't and I want to know

"Ask her" Keem said and walked out the studio locking the door and stands outside of it so we cant Leave

"Look I'm sorry for putting my hands on you I was mad and I wasn't thinking straight I promise you it won't happen again" I apologize

"what ever" she rolled her eyes saying

"So what that supposed to mean" I said getting frustrated because I apologize and she acted like she didn't care

"look I don't give a flying fuck about your apology, I'm 4 months pregnant and the only thing I'm worried about is my baby and Dynasty you are the least of my problems" she said shocking me

"you pregnant? Who is the father?" I asked in shocked I didn't think she would move on so fast

"you are the father dumb ass" she said looking at me in disbelief

"How am I the father and we haven't did anything in over 4 months" I asked

"The night you cheated in Florida but if you don't want to be the father then don't I'm not asking you to be in my baby life anyways" she said making me think back to that night

"Why you didn't tell me when you found out then if it's mine" I asked still in doubt

"Because I didn't think it was important" she replied back

"so you didn't think that telling me about my baby was important " I asked mad as hell

"nope" she said popping the p

" you fucking dumb as hell the baby probably not mine" I said

"oh word then who baby is it since you know who I been with,  as far as I know you are the only person I been with so don't start with me on that shit, you were the one cheating and you are the reason we not together now. You don't ever have to be in my baby life I can always find another man who will" she yelled in my face

"Bring another man around my child and I will kill both of you,  don't play with me" I said getting in her face

" I wish I never fell in love with you and I didn't battle against you. Every since I met you my life haven't been nothing but hell you are the reason for my pain and hurt. You put your hands on me you cheated on me and you played with my heart. All I ever did was love you. I hate how much I love you but not no more. I'm not going to be your little toy to play with anymore" she said crying breaking my heart with every word

"I didn't know you felt that way" I said speechless

"I really do love you Nene it's nothing I wouldn't do for you I was just scared of love okay I never had anything real like you and I took you for advantage" I said trying to grab her hand

"well being scared just made you loose me" she said trying to snatch her hand away but I held on tighter

" Please don't do this to me Nene I really need you" I plead on my  knees crying into her pants

"I didn't do anything you did this to you Dezion" she said and left me on the floor out the door

I can't never do shit right every time I have something good I mess it up now I'm crying on the floor like a bitch

"You okay bro" I heard Keem voice as he walked towards me

"Do it look like I'm okay" I said getting smart

"Look y'all both have a baby on the way so no matter what y'all stuck together but if you want her back you just have to be patient with her" he said helping me up off the floor

"I didn't know that she felt that way bro" I said still crying

"you the only one who didn't because everyone else knew how wrong you do her making her look stupid while she kissed your ass and I'm not sure to lie I would have been ended it if I was her" He said as we walked to our cars

"I'll see you later" I said as I got into the car and drove off

Im going on a little vacation to ease my mind and think. I will be back to see my baby birth and when I come back I'm getting Nene back

I went into the house packing everything I need and all of my money then wrote a letter

Dear, Family
Im not leaving y'all hanging Im just going on a mini vacation to get my mind right for a few months I will be back to see the birth of my baby let Nene know that I love her and our kids. Don't have Nene stressing while carrying my child and make sure she is being taken care of. I am not in a stable state of mind and I don't want to bring a child in the world like this. Make sure y'all keep battling and stay number 1 because we work to damn hard to loose our spot. I'll be back soon

Love King Dez

And will that I drove to Nene house and dropped off some money and left on my journey to getting better for my family

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