All to you

Long gone

You left so long ago... So why do I still feel empty at the late hours of night... Why do I feel like I no longer have happiness like I had with you. I don't even know who I am. It's been ten months and I still can't believe you are gone. You said we would last forever and you said that we were meant to be. You lied. Oh and when you said you loved me, was that a lie too? Was I just another girl. You told me I was the only one that mattered. How many girls did you say that to? All of us. We are all victims of your game. Do you think it's funny? Breaking girls like they are toys that you got at the store for a dollar. It's not funny. This isn't a game. I'm broken and do you care? No you don't. I almost texted you last night. You wouldn't of answered. You would have deleted it faster than you kill a fly in your room. I know you hate me and I hate you too but is it bad to say I miss you? Is it bad to say that the hate is covering the love I still have for you? But hey my feelings don't matter anymore because guess what? You're gone and you're not coming back.. You're long gone...