need you ; Myles Parrish (discontinued)

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J a s m i n e ;

I stared at my wall gathering my thoughts

in 3 months I will leave to England and stay there for 2 weeks for my dance tour

She's obviously a dancer

I love dancing, it's my relief from this harsh world, I danced since I was 8 and grew. I now travel around the world to teach and learn from others

lots of people think your happy when you have a job, active and smiles

I usually spend my time in Netflix, I think I'm not one of those girls who have boyfriends and constantly have happy times

I'm the opposite, I had boyfriends before not good ones but they still count, I just want someone to care for me the way I care for other people

I fiddled with the septum ring I had in my nose , the actual piercing

I lifted my exhausted body from my bed and changed into more decent clothes

I texted my cousin lydia who's 2 years older than me she's been through everything with me

me : wanna hang?

Lydia baby: sure I'll pick you up , but I have to clarify some things with my boys

me : no problem

Lydia is a manager of the group kalin and Myles i never met them

it's a pretty cool job, she travels with them and plans events

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m y l e s ;

me and kalin were in the studio when a loud thump hit the door

I opened it to revile Lydia and the back of some girl's head

she turned around to show her greyish eyes and her long black hair

Honestly breathtaking

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J a s m i n e ;

"Myles," lydia snapped his fingers in his face

"yea,"

I don't even think he knew he was staring at me, which made me uncomfortable

" help move the boxes of merch into the office ," lydia demanded

I held open the door for Myles as he carried on box in his arms

" I'm Myles, " he smiled

" I figured , " I replied putting on a "duh" face

" jasmine" I said

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I manage to sneak away from the office and into the studio

my fragile hands skimmed across the dj booth and then to the records that hung up on the wall

I held up a notebook that was labeled lyrics

stuck in a Kodak , was labeled on the first page

I then made my way to the guitars that was sign by artists

I guessed

I picked on up that look like it didn't cost much if I damaged it

I gently passed my fingers on the strings

I used to play at my schools band for a while

I started to play a piece I remember from 6th grader

I strum the wrong chord and cursed under my breathe

" your finger was suppose to strum chord e ,"  I turned around to see Myles standing in the doorway

"Here let me help" he came and stood in back of me and slowly placed his arm on mine

He held it there for a second, I looked up at him and noticed at how focused he was

he slowly moved my arm to strum the chord

he held his arm on top of mines still

" thanks, " I said removing my arm and moved a piece of hair behind my hair

" jasmine lets go, " I heard my name being called

I gathered my bag and put the guitar back

"Will I see you again?" Myles leaned against the table

I returned with a weak smile

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it was another sleepless night

it always started with recurring memories with slowly eased into a street with no cars or house and I just keep running till I wake up

i wake up sweating and my heart racing

I turned over to reach for my laptop and went on Twitter

I noticed Myles and kalin followed me on Twitter

@jasmineog : sleepless nights

I tweeted, I had a couple of thousand followers due to the kids and teens I meet at dance conventions

my tweet was favorite by Myles and I went to lurk on his page

most of his tweet were about his tour and his pictures ranged from sunsets, selfies and group pictures with friends I guessed

I began to get tired again so I laid down and turned to my side slowly closing my eyes, letting the sleep in my body take over

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I had a couple of fanfics then I deleted them so I hope you like this one I'm working very hard on this so please stay tuned you won't regret it maybe a little but heyyy

Shout outs will be greatly appreciated

Note:if ( - ) or ( *** ) you see that it means skip to another p.o.v or them doing something you'll understand but I skip because I don't wanna write her like taking a shower or a car ride back home