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Sebastian
I keep thinking about the girl from 2 weeks ago, there is just something about her. I think it because of her beauty, but there something that enchanted me. I feel sad that I just left in the morning, cause it doesn't look like she one of those girls, but I don't want to ever be tied down.
Lena
There a feeling that I don't know how to explain that is making me so uncomfortable. Suddenly I want to puke, and I jump up and race to the bathroom, like always I didn't close the bathroom door and I'm afraid my sister will hear me. And she did hear.
"Lena are you okay, why are you puking again?" It makes me afraid when she ask that again, cause I'm running out of excuse, but it makes me more afraid when i think about it. So i just said there nothing wrong.
"It nothing I'm really fine, you don't need to worry at all" but I can see the worry in her eyes and I know it not gonna stop any time soon.
Luna
I know what wrong with her, why couldn't she tell. Now that I think about she'll never tell you anything if you don't ask her. I think I should ask her if I want to get my answer.
"Lena can you come here" she walk in the door way to the kitchen and living room
"What is it?" She asked but I can feel the worryiness in her voice.
"Come in and sit first"
"Lena I know what your hiding from me" after she heard that she look like she would faint, keeping her head down after she made that look.
"I found the baby picture in your pruse and a pregnancy test in your trash can, so can you tell me who the father is?" She still keeping her head down, so I couldn't see her face, but I know that she thinking about it. After what seems like hour cause it was so boring she speak up.
"I don't know who the father is cause all I got was his first name"
"What his first name?" I ask
"Sebastian" she answer
"What are you gonna do now, how will you raise that baby?" I ask her that cause I know she will never thought of abortion, she hated abortion to her death
"I will get a job, I can't raise my baby without it" she answer but I know she doesn't know where to begin.
"Well, how will you tell mom and dad and older brothers and older sisters, you know they are very protected of you. Well mom not that protected cause she knows you need room to breath"
"I was only thinking of telling mother and you, I don't want to tell the others." I know she very scare with this, so it best to help her with lots of things.
"Your gonna have to tell them sooner or later, it better that you tell them now before it gonna get worse."
"I know but I just can't tell them, I'm too scare."
"How about you tell the father of that baby first?" She still won't look up at me, keeping her head down.
"How could we cause all I got was his first name."
"Well I'll think of something, can you tell me what he look like?" I ask.
"Well I don't really remember much, and I don't really know how to describe him cause I don't remember"
"So, how are you gonna find him like this Lena" after she said that we stop with this conversation cause I know she don't know how to find him at all.
Tomorrow morning
Lena
I woke up from my deep sleep yesterday, it makes me feel relieve cause I finally tell someone about this pregnancy that was making me so scare. Suddenly I smell fish and got right up cause I was pretty hungry. I walk to the kitchen and saw my sister making fish and chicken.
I want to help her but she said no, she said I should just sit down. I don't want to but she force me to so I sit back down. She sat the food on the table and got both of us spoon and plate. I was hungry so I quickly but kinda slow get some fish on my plate, and ate it. But when I put it in my mouth I just feel throwing up, so I race to the bathroom toilet.
"Lena we need to find something that you can eat"
"Yeah I'll try to find something" I told her, but I'm very scare to find the father of my child. It scare me very much on how he may think. Then my sister came into the room and said she's going to buy grocery, I say can I go to and she said yeah so I went and get my purse and head out with her.
Luna
I really hate that we can't find that damn father of my younger sister baby. As I drive the car to the supermarket with her here, I can't help but want to kill that man that impregnate my sister. When we got to the supermarket we went and buy fruits first cause she really like fruits and I think she'll be fine eating it in her pregnancy.
SORRY IF IT SHORT
