Spectrum: bajancanadain, jeromeasf, ashely x alesa, craftbattleduty, and me

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by link_legend_of_Zelda

by link_legend_of_Zelda

She loved her like that
But telling her family, they might snap
Ashley and alesa have been dating in secrete knowing if there parents found out they would snap.
So confined she couldn't confine
She was playing girl games offline
They couldn't confine In any of there family members
She had an answer but she didn't ask for this
Their parents would say " are you part of LGBT+? If so get out of my house" they would shake their head no but in the back of there head they were think 'yes I fucking am'
Every lil' chit chat was a massive risk
" I don't want you talking to that Ashely girl" alesa's mom would say. But alesa would still talk/text/phone her every chance she got.
If she discussed it, they'd be disgusted
Disowned her then it'd be disastrous
Ashely knew if she discussed any good thing about the LGBT community her family would hate her disown her then kick her out
She knew it wasn't their fault
They were brain-washed
They believed some crazy things
Alesa's family believed crazy things about Ashley,the LGBT community, and believed in gender roles.
It would cause her a smorgasbord of disorders
If she listened to what they would think
Ashley's family was quite like alesa's so Ashely couldn't defend alesa , or the LGBT+ community, and had to suck it up when they enforced gender roles. And if she what her family would do to her would cause so much disorders

They thought that she was smiling
But they misidentified
Because the clenching of her teeth
Was just her biting on a lie
There parents thought they were smiling when they would make a joke about LGBT+ but it was just a thing they could do hold there feelings back.
And her Logic said
It's gonna' be okay.
This issue is temporary so attempt to wait
For one more day
There's nothing wrong with you
It's Them
They're just backwards
You're in the future
They're in the past
And they would abuse you if they knew the facts about it
There friend Mitch would tell them " it's completely normal you guys are in the future they're still stuck in the past"

It's gonna' be okay.
This issue is temporary so attempt to wait until you're safe
YOU LOVE HER
Don't ever feel you should apologize
Can't control your feelings or compromise
I know it's difficult to find your guiding right now
But you'll come out alive so
The girls were smart. so when they turned 18 in a couple months and are going to college they'll tell there parents. No apologies will be said its not there fault they love each other they just do
HOLD ON, hold on
Do it for the friends who support you
Do it for the place that will secure
You need to
HOLD ON, hold on
Until you're independent
Wherever in the spectrum you are

They didn't ask, he didn't tell
If they found out, they'd give him hell
The kids at school would give Mitch hell if they found out he was a Demi-boy So would his parents. so he just played along
if they knew the low down that he felt for people
Regardless of pronouns
Jerome was pansexual. He liked anyone regardless of what they identified
He was already tormented everyday
But it escalated if he couldn't keep a straight face
So what would crack first the eggshells he trends in himself
He was already bullied everyday it get worse if he couldn't keep his face straight
Online it was everything he wanted
But real life wouldn't let him be as honest
Gender-fluid. That's was JJ/Justin was. of course JJ/Justin was one person but had different names for what they identified as.there pronoun were they/them.Online everyone accepted him but in real life they knew it deep down that there family would probably wouldn't accept him
It would just bring violence his way
Like
"How do you like this attention you special snowflake?"
When Mitch told his friends justin/JJ, Ashely alesa, and Jerome about him being Demi-boy people over heard and the rumours started. He would get beat up daily until Jerome came out as pansexual then he was only beat on Mondays and Fridays by his bullies. while Jerome got beat up by his bullies
They had problems at home and had to bend the feelings
And had to learn how to develop a sense of empathy
But knowing that didn't make it any easier
All he could do was breathe
Lachlan came out has agender some people were fine with it others were not. At home they had problems with Lachlan being agender they had to hide they're true opinions about Lachlan being agender and had to learn to pretend to have empathy. Lachlan knew that they were doing that and that didn't make it any easier. All he could do was breath

Til his logic said
It's gonna' be okay. x2
This issue is temporary so attempt to wait for one more day.
Step back on the situation
Mitch learned to stand up for himself and if anyone said anything to step back from the situation
it's not a movie
It's not fiction
Jerome knew his sexuality was real not fiction.
They can't keep saying they'll accept us
Ashely and alesa learned how to spot fake allies the know that people can't just can't say they'll learn to respect us.
Some people kick you down just because you're different
JJ/Justin came out most of there family accepted them. And all of there friends were proud and happy for them. And they knew that the others who didn't accept LGBT+ community just kicked them down just because there different
It's gonna' be okay.
This issue is temporary so attempt to wait until you're safe
Be rational
Unless you think they won't attack at all
Jerome knew to be rational when he would talk about LGBT community
You gotta' keep it in man, be practical
And I know you feel trapped and small right now, but,
You'll come out ALIVE
JJ/Justin and Mitch teamed up and made videos for kids who were struggling with there gender identity and would often say " we know how it feels to feel trapped and small but we know you'll make it out alive"

I CAN choose my friends
And I CAN choose my family
If they won't accept me
Then OTHERS will have me x3

So, HOLD ON, hold on.
Do it for the friends who support you
Do it for the place that will secure you
Need to
HOLD ON, hold on.
Until you're independent
Wherever in the spectrum you are
HOLD ON, hold on.
It's gonna' be okay x2
HOLD ON, hold on.

It'll be okay.
You'll be okay.

A/N so I might redo the rest of my song one shots also the other reason I did this as a redo because well you all know I'm pansexual but I have something else. JJ/Justin is based off me I'm genderfluid :) that's the reason why it's only JJ/Justin because the name I use when I identify as a girl is my birth name. so Ya also send in requests please