She loved her like that
Ashely loved alesa. and alesa loved her back
But telling her family they might snap
Alesa family was fine with her and Ashely. But Ashely family was homophobic and they would snap if they found out.
So confide she couldn't confide she was playing girl games offline
Ashely felt smaller then small. whenever her parents talked about being gay/lesbian being a sin.
She had a answer but she didn't ask for this
She knew the answer that she was lesbian. But she didn't ask for all the hate she would get from her parents if she came out.
Every lil' chit chat was a massive risk
Whenever Ashely told alesa she loved her there was a chance that her family could hear her.
If she discussed it, they'd be disgusted
If she ever wanted to come out they'd be disgusted
Disowned her then it'd be disastrous
Then they disown her and her relationship with her family would be disastrous.
She knew it wasn't their fault
They were brain-washed
They believed some crazy things
She knew it wasn't there fault they were brainwashed by there religion
It would cause her smorgasbord of disorders If she listened to what they would think
They things they would say to her would cause her to many disorders
They thought that she was smiling
But they misidentified
Because the quenching of her teeth
Was just her biting on a lie
She would fake a smile whenever they would make a joke about LGBTO+. And laugh to play along.
And her Logic said
It's gonna' be okay. x2
This issue is temporary so attempt to wait For one more day
She met a boy named Jason who was dating a boy named Ty and he told her " to listen to her logic"
There's nothing wrong with you
It's Them
They're just backwards
You're in the future
They're in the past
And they would abuse you if they knew the facts about it
Jason would tell her that every time she would feel bad
It's gonna' be okay. x2
This issue is temporary so attempt to wait until you're safe
YOU LOVE HER
Don't ever feel you should apologize
Can't control your feelings or compromise
I know it's difficult to find your guiding right now
But you'll come out alive
Ty would tell alesa that when Ashely and her would have to pretend to be just friendsHOLD ON, hold on
Do it for the friends who support you
Do it for the place that will secure
You need to
HOLD ON, hold on
Until you're independent
Wherever in the spectrum you are x2They didn't ask, he didn't tell
If they found out, they'd give him hell If they knew the load down that he felt for people Regardless of pronouns
Cry knew if he came out pansexual his family, and his two friends would give him hell
He was already tormented everyday
But it escalated if he couldn't keep a straight face
He was bullied everyday and if his face looked sad or upset. they would make the pain worse
So what woulda' crack first? The egg shells he treads on or him self.
He knew that at one point he would crack and break down.Online it was everything she wanted
But real life wouldn't let him be as honest
Online people wouldn't care if ender was asexual. bit in real life she couldn't be honest with anyone.
It would just bring violence her way
Like
"How do you like this attention you special snowflake?"
Special snowflake that's what they would say, or that she's broken, even that she needs help
They had problems at home and had to bend the feelings
And had to learn how to develop a sense of empathy
But knowing that didn't make it any
Easier.
Her family would have empathy for her, pitied her, Like that would help! It didn't make it any easier it made it worse!
All she could do was breathe
'til her logic said
It's gonna' be okay. x2
This issue is temporary so attempt to wait for one more day.
Step back on the situation
No it's not a movie
It's not fiction
Cry one of Internet friends would tell her " no it's not a movie it's not fiction"
Some people kick you down just because you're different
Or Ashely would tell her "some people kick you down just because your different"It's gonna' be okay. x2
This issue is temporary so attempt to wait until you're safe
Be rational
Unless you think they won't attack at all
You gotta' keep it in man, be practical
And I know you feel trapped and small right now, but,
You'll come out ALIVE
Thats what ender would tell Jason, and that's what Jason would tell Ty, who would tell alesa that and alesa would tell Ashely, who would tell cryI CAN choose my friends
And I CAN choose my family
If they won't accept me
Then OTHERS will have me x3
The six would think when haters would say stuff to themSo, HOLD ON, hold on.
Do it for the friends who support you
Do it for the place that will secure you
Need to
HOLD ON, hold on.
Until you're independent
Wherever in the spectrum you are
HOLD ON, hold on.
It's gonna' be okay x2
HOLD ON, hold on.It'll be okay.
You'll be okay.
YOU ARE READING
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