You think youre great??, unfortunately you are. And I am nothing compared.. Sighed.
The picture of this morning event is crystal clear to me, you dont see me the way I see you. You completely ignored me, we are face to face, and you just passed me by without a second glance. It was embarrassing. I felt embarrassed. The reality strikes to me, we are different people, different upbringing, different culture, everything oppossite. What makes us common is that we had both angels, nothing else. You'll be able to choose whenever you like to settle down, and I dont. I have to forget my little admiration to you.
Anyway, I'll be leaving soon. The sooner the better. Not for the fact that you cannot reciprocate my feelings.. Cause duh, you didnt even know. Ha! It is because I really have to walk away from the people around me whose probably would be happy to not see me, who are they kidding, I will gladly turn my back as well, after everything.. The worst that ever happened in my career.
And I dont have idea what he has in mind about it, about that incident. I really care more about your thoughts you know. I will have a wild guests, I'm screwed. And im ejected, great!
