I looked up to Harry hoping he doesnt belittle me. His eyes were glued to the poster. It felt forever , like someone had put a spell on him and made sure not to look away.
His eyes lowered at stopped on me. It felt like he was trying to read me or something. Also like was judging me but if he was he had no right. The stupid poster wasnt my idea.
Yes , yes I know I wanted to get one of there attention some how especially Harry but not like this.
I looked away with my face all red like a fricken tomato no you know what worse than that. I couldnt look at him no more.
Then I heard Niall laugh. From the corner if my eye I seen him and Louis walking towards our direction.
"What this big fuss about let me see" Louis stared at the poster. Niall laughed.
"Cant blame a girl for trying haz" Louis said giving me a smile.
Harry shook his head and gave me a tiny barely noticeable smile.
" what your answer we are all waiting" Niall laughed.
" um well you see I think you should wait for another person" Harry finally answered looking straight at me.
Then as I thought it couldnt get worse they put it on the big screen.
Yes people they put the poster on the big screen because the fans were getting curious. Everyone read it.
"Ugh i l would ask that to who wouldn't" some girl said.
Well at least I know what she would like harry to do. Well i think more than the female population would.
Ok so this is what the poster read.
She 18 and legal would like for Harry to be her first.
-kiss
-first time (aka SEX)
- heartbreak
- boyfriend (if possible)
- date
Mostly the first two
she never experience none of this.
To top it all of it had an arrow pointing at me. And Emily just srood there smirking like always with the damage she has done. She never notice it though.
"Yeah I completely agree with you" the other guys said nodding there head with agreement with harry.
Out of nowhere some girls screamed "ohh REJECTED"
Laughs was all you could hear all around the stadium. And all you could hear was girls screaming mean things.
" he doesnt want you"
" why would he do that with you of all people"
"Just look at her it says it all why Harry would reject her"
"I would to if i would of been him"
"Your to ugly for him"
" your FAT"
"Look at her thinking she had a chance"
"Your pathetic"
"Loser"
"Attention whore"
"Whore"
"Slut"
I looked around everyone was starring at me. I didnt know what to do. I felt like crying. I didnt know if I could hold in and hide the tears.
I never cry that something everyone knows about me. I see crying as a weakness. I dont really show emotions. I am not an emotional person.
I dont let things get to me ass much either and if it does get to me I dont show it. I keep it to my self.
I put my head down and kept it there. I didnt want to look up.
Harry, Louis ,Niall, and Liam yried to get them under control and try to get them to keep quiet.
"Shut up all of you this is bullying and we wont tolerat it" Harry voice boomed through the air.
Everyone stop talking and listen to him.
"Look I didnt mean it like that i meant you should wait for someone you really like and wont regret it with someone you trust a lot someone who means a lot to you" he looked at me.
" you shouldnt rush things. Dont let someone get to you or pressure you. It when you ready not anybody else." Liam said.
"Yeah dont let them decide for you" Louis said.
" I think it cool you waited this long" Harry said with administration.
" let be honest no one waits that long no more and it cool to know there are people who make it that long" Niall said. He smiled at me and I sniled back at him.
" people shouldnt be made fun of because of this that is per pressure" Liam said.
The guys looked at everyone and the parents in the crowed had a whole new respect for them. "Ok then lets get on with this " Louis said.
The guys went back to reading other posters. They talked for a little bit. As they were walking back to the front of the stage Harry ran over to the security right infront of me and told him something and ran back. The guy just noddes his head.
Ok I just like everyone else I would like to know what he said. The security guy just looked at me and gave me a half hearted smile.
I knew in reality he was giving me the pity one but did want to show it. Didnt want to make me feel bad or worse if that possible.
I looked at my sister she gave me a sad smile. " sorry I didnt think it was going to get like that or else I wouldnt have done it." she looked at me guilty.
"That the thing you never think but it ok you ment no harm and I know it. You just wanted to make me noticed some how it worked but not the good kind" i responded gently above a whisper.
She nodded her head and looked down. I knew she was feeling guilty but she just wanted to help somehow.
Harry was saying something but didnt catch the begining of it " this next song is through the dark" he announced.
