A Life to Remember

Chapter 1

I had this feeling of being alone and unhappy. I am contented in my simple life....but there's some part of me that was left behind. Some pieces of life is missing. I had love...as always. I do even fall not just once.

I had a life so miserable; sometimes it can be my excuse why I turned out as a great lover.

Some would not understand, some will judge I know; but I Don't really even care about their thoughts. I just wanted to be happy.

Love seeker-that's the name most of the people called me.

I grew up without a dad and away from my mum. You know-growing up with just a grand ma by your side.... but it's fine actually.

I don't see things so unfair, I saw it as an amazing life that maybe some could not survive with it's kind. With that, I feel great and woah!!!! Amazing!

I grew up with confidence and having no fear of dwelling Into some things and situations that might caused me in trouble.

Grade school years teached me how to be on top and above all others. I had lot of friends and mates on that chapter.

I had a friend Anna and she is not that smart in school. I make friends with her for I really think she's nice. She is simple and acts as me..... I mean she reminds me of myself. We eat together, making friends to others and  we always end up just the two of us left in the circle. We mostly liked it playing with boys than girls.

Anna is a great friend I treasured most in my grade school days.

I seldom catched in a bush of guls talking about boys and all. I never go out with friends. Home-school-home that's the cycle of my everyday life. I spent my weekends with books....a pen and a sheet of paper.

I sing alot. I wrote. . . Poetry is another side of me. My life is not boring. I can enjoy life alone (during my childhood days).

I graduated as a top in school; but i am not sure if i made my mum so proud of me.

Look, everybody thinks that i am cool and easy to get along with. Everybody loves hearing my songs. Yeah, deffinitely i wrote some. Did i mention it already? Well, i never had such thing called real happiness in my childhood days.... none any for me to remember or maybe i just forgot.

I had this life i called so so so ...sssoooooo DRY i mean... nobody did noticed that my life is suck and deep inside of me is a big trouble and you know....you can actually define it as out of hue.

This is so disgusting how am i supposed to survive. But here.... i am talking and sharing ....well just wanted you to know how my life is....how i feel...and how would i like people to remember life....like mine.