WHAT MAKES ME A MAN?[#Missiondesi]

5) I am alien among my own race

AUTHOR'S NOTE

There is a another word for Di*k. Addar knows that word. It is a very decent and kind of scientific.

He is not crazy.

The question for this chapter is: You wake up tomorrow and find that you are the richest person in the world. What will you do first.

My answer will be below.

The last chapter (in HER DREAMS) which I updated is the most boring chapter which I have written.

That was a experiment to find what you guys like. I found it too.

I believe this chapter would be different from that chapter

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5) I am alien among my own race

ADDAR'S POV

I fell on the open ground and shouted looking at the sky.

"I am a joker in this world Mom."

Joker...... Joker......

No one is here. I don't have to think about embarrassment.

My father always says that people go to God after death. I always believed Mom is in sky watching me.

"Are you there in the sky Mom? Enjoying your time in heaven?," I questioned.

I laughed. 

Enjoying? Yes, of course. What do you do other than enjoying when you are with God?

Then why do I have to live with these heartless people?

"Do you pay attention to me nowadays? Did you see what they did to me?"

I am not fit to socialize in this world Mom.

Embarrassment is not new to me. They are making fun of me everywhere.

"Do you know how much I loved her?"

I don't know why I am shouting at my Mom. 

"You are happy. Very happy. Do you have the time to see me from there?"

I can't take this any more. I have to speak to someone.

But who is there to talk to me? I don't have that so called best friend not even a casual friend who cares if I am bleeding.

Best friends are for normal people. Not for crazy people like me.

When did people speak to me other than for studies? I don't know.