Prologue

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NP: Brick By Boring Bring by Paramore

"She lives in a fairy tale somewhere too far for us to find ... you built up a world of magic because your real life is tragic" ~

Close the door. Don't let anyone know who you are inside the doors

Turn off the light. Darkness is the only thing that can make you feel better when nobody's there for you.

Give up the fight. You barely made it through the day. Your demons are making you weak. You have no strength left. Just give it up already

Let the blade dance on your skin. Let the guilt, the pain, the hatred flow from your veins. Learn to fall in love with this silver tongued devil. It will never leave you.

Think. Think. Think. Apologize for existing. You're worthless. You're a burden. You're a pain in this society. Everything you do is wrong. YOUR LIFE ISN'T WORTH LIVING FOR

You want an escape? Go get the rope. Or swallow several pills. Or let the blade dance deep inside you.

Yan ang karaniwan kong ginagawa. Gabi gabi. Pagkauwi sa bahay. Kabilang na yan sa aking daily routine. Hindi ko mapigilan. Sila lang naman ang laging nandyan para sa'kin.

"Who hurt you so much that you start to hate yourself? Who hurt you so much that you started to destroy yourself? Who hurt you so much that you've even tried to take your own life just to make an escape?"

Yan ang mga tanong na laging umiikot sa utak ko. Araw araw. Pero sino nga ba? Paano? At kailan nagsimula? BASTA.


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