The next day ayla texted me that she wants to come over and that we need to solve this.
A half an hour later she was standing at my door.
The second I opened the door I was greeted with a slap across my face.
She was charging in the house I was barely able to dodge her and she started ranting aggressively, she was talking, practically yelling, words forming faster before I can fully comprehend them.
"WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?!? TRYING TO BE THE HERO AGAIN. YOU'RE ALWAYS DOING THIS. DONT YOU GET IT, IT FUCKING RUINS OUR RELATIONSHIP?!? ARE YOU DOING IT ON PURPOSE,DID YOU FIND SOMEONE ELSE" she was standing in the middle of the living room now and realized something was off..
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Aylas Pov:
why are there suitcases on the floor, and its still being packed?
Then it hit me. He was planning on moving out.
I turned around looking him straight into his eyes before saying: "really, you're moving out? You yet decided to run away. AGAIN? Instead of making it up you are leaving this misunderstanding unclarified for gavi to never find out about the truth? Look I dont care anymore if I hurt his feelings, this is wrong its also unfair for him, being told a lie. And do you really think I want to pretend to be his girlfriend any longer? Do you really want to give me this burde-" he cut my sentence out
"Ayla, im leaving and thats set" he said like he didnt even care.
"Me and you can't work, at least not here. I have a meeting for tomorrow with a small team in madrid. Im not moving out im leaving this city right after I transfer to another club"he said so calm and cold.
"What the fuck are you talking about pedri? Are you a fucking dumbass?"
I started walking towards him, anger building up, and gave him another slap, then another, then another and another and another gradually getting weaker with every hit
"YOU COWARD!! AGAIN GIVING UP ON US? YOURE REALLY LEAVING ME AFTER EVERYTHING WE WENT THROUGH? YOU THINK YOU ARE PROTECTING ME BUT YOURE LEAVING ME IN THIS SITUATION WHERE I AM STUCK TO BE UNHAPPY WITH SOMEONE I COULD NEVER LOVE. STOP TRYING TO BE THE HERO WITH YOUR HERO COMPLEX, YOU BASTARD!
He stopped my arms and I broke down,
we both did.
I couldn't tell at first but he was definitely tearing up too.
We both sat there on the floor his hands still holding my arms. I began to calm down, I think wwas still red but calm.
He began to speak.
"Our life here is done, I broke my promise ayla, im sorry. we cant go back to how it was in Madrid" you could tell from his voice that he was hurting too
"Lets run away then. To Madrid"
He quickly follows up with a stern "No."
"Even if we go together do you really think we can live together in peace? Im not running away from the problem. It's following us, no matter what I do. If Xavi finds out you're gone Gavi will just tell him I kidnapped you or forced you to come with me. He will haunt me down. Just get it already if we choose ourselves then we hurt everybody around us, including ourselves."
„Then I'm clearing things up with Gavi before we go"
„Ayla I hurt him don't you realize that, for him it's like I betrayed him. Even if we tell him the whole truth from the beginning he still would be in pain because that would mean not even you really loved him like ever. I told him that it was all me bc after everything I've done the least I could do was letting him hold onto the fact that you at least really loved him. Besides he will still find us and things will get messy"
He stands up letting go off my hands
„dont try to fix it. It will keep falling apart. Im leaving and its confirmed. Stop making it even harder for me then it already is"
I began to cry even harder.
„Im sure Gavi could be here any minute so please just leave now, we're done"
I stood up looked him in his face one last time before going towards the door,
but i couldnt do it.
This was not how our last interaction was going to be.
I turn back and walk towards him instead.
All i could do was hug him. He hugged me even harder. As we began to cry together.
After a while he let go of me and kissed my forehead.
I took out the bracelet from my jacket and handed it to him. I know I could never bear to look at it once hes gone.
After that I really went for the door.
I sat down in my car snd started crying, crying like a kid.
But im not leaving yet. Im waiting for gavi to return and ill tell him everything.
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