Comfortable Homosexual || Larry Stylinson || #WATTYS2016

3.0

I have entered this book in the wattys, so it will probably be 15 chapters, and I will try to make them long. They usually come out to be about 1500 words around there! So can you keep voting and commenting to get me up higher? Thanks everyone!

_________

*time jump about three months*

Louis and Harry officially started dating two months ago after they found themselves in the house alone, trying to occupy themselves. Yes, they did sexualized activities with each other,but they werent officially together. Now they are and they can't be more happier.

Or Louis couldn't.

Harry is still having issues with being openly gay, and sometimes he just can't admit to it. Harry is trying his hardest to let Louis in to help him, but he is afraid. He's afraid of letting anyone in. He's afraid of change, and he admits that, but he just, he just didn't want anything to change dramatically. He admits its a little selfish to not want to publicly do things with Louis, who isn't afraid of anything, because he doesn't want to be judged.

He said it.

Doesn't want to judged, and he can't help it when he feels the stares of others on him that he just pulls his hand from Louis and stuffs it in pocket, looking down at the ground and walking to his locker. As Louis came up next to him, he dreaded what Louis was going to say.

"What was that?" Louis asked as calm as he could.

"Nothing." Harry said as he helped his head down and closed his locker gently.

"Harry, that was obviously something. What was it?" Louis pressured.

"Like I said, nothing."

Louis sighed and grabbed Harry's hand and dragged him to the bathroom. Of course since the little bullying incident a few months ago, they decided no more doors on the bathroom. So he called in a little favor to keep anyone from getting in. He sighed and pushed Harry softly against a wall and looked into his eyes.

"What's wrong babe?" Louis asks as he moves a strand of hair from Harry's face and kisses his cheek softly.

"I just can't." Harry spoke as the tears start to fill his eyes.

"What can't you do?" Louis asks gently as he rubs his hands up and down Harry's arms, trying to make him comfortable.

"There are lots of things I can't."

"But there are lots of things you can. Even more than things you can't." Louis smiles as he kisses Harry's nose.

Harry smiles and bites his lip, and leans down to place a kiss to Louis lips, running his hands up and down his sides, and squeezing his waist. Both boys had their eyes closed and hands latched somewhere on each other. Louis had his hands in Harry's hair, pulling on the long strands, making sure not to hurt him as well, while Harry has his hands around the smaller boys waist, pulling him closer and closer to him. They both pulled apart and pecked each others lips once, twice, three, four, five times before pulling away completely.

"Now, tell me what's wrong love." Louis asks.

"The looks, the whispers, the teasing, the taunting, the shoves, the angry messages. I just can't. I just can't with it. It's all because I'm gay now isn't it?" Harry asked as he looked around the bathroom and shoved Louis away from him and going over to the sink and leaning on it, looking down and crying into it, hoping a black hole will suck him up whole.

"Harry, its okay-" Louis says going to place his hand on his back.

"No its not!" He shouts as he shoves Louis hand off him. "Nothing is okay in this fucked world of people with fucked up minds. People tease others to get a rise out of them and feel better about themselves, but when you are the one being teased and bullied, then its not that easy to say that its okay. You always want to kill yourself because you can't deal with it, and there is always that one person that makes you feel better, but you can never get to them because you don't want to let them see you at your lowest point in life." Harry sobs out. "Have you been bullied Lou? Have you? Because I don't think you have." Harry snaps as he walks towards the exit.

"Can't let you leave Harry." Liam speaks as he sees Harry coming towards the exit.

"Liam move, before I beat you so hard you grandchildren will fucking feel it." Harry snaps.

"You can hit me, but in not moving." Liam speaks as he stands his ground.

"Harry come here and listen to me." Louis spoke as he stood behind him.

"I can't be here. I can't do this. I don't care if you want to help, this is too much for me to handle and I don't think you understand how uncomfortable walking down the halls of this school is for me. You are so confident in yourself, and you could give a shit less if you get talked about, or picked on. But I can't handle this shit anymore. Its only been two months and I'm already freaking the hell out! Louis I know you are being a genuine human being and helping a friend get through a tough time, but its not helping." Harry speaks as he looks at Louis and runs his hand through his hair and is about to leave.

"Friend?" Louis asks painfully and heartbroken. Like a child almost as if he had just lost whatever he or she loved most in the world.

Harry sighed as he looked up at Louis with a pained expression and opene his mouth to speak, and closed it, then opened it again. Painfully letting the words slip from his lips.

"Yes friend. I can't do this relationship anymore." Harry speaks his final words as tears slip past his eyes, and he slips past the boys standing in the doorway.

Louis is in so much shock, that he doesn't even register that his legs have given up and he has fallen to the ground, hitting his head harshly and falling into a sleep that he prays he will never wake from.

Hello. Then end was a little dark, but I hope you enjoyed it. Im sorry for not updating recently, for like two days I think.

Again I'm sorry.

Pleased vote and comment as I mentioned before, I have entered the wattys.

Thanks.

Love you.

Stay beautiful.