Comfortable Homosexual || Larry Stylinson || #WATTYS2016

14.0

Hello. Im sorry about the way the book is going, but its going this way for a reason. And if you saw my video, i did mention i am doing an alternate ending in another book when i get finished with this one. So yeah!

Read on!

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Niall couldn't hide it from him. He just couldn't. He didn't wan to be one of the friends that Louis hates for the rest of his life because he was lied to about his friends death. He sighed and got out the car, walking around to Louis side and opening the door.

"Niall, what are we doing here?" Louis asked once again.

"Just follow me please? I'll explain when we get there, just promise you won't be mad at me because I wanted to tell you from the start, but I was blackmailed not to." Niall pleaded.

"What are you talking about?" Louis asked feeling afraid of what to come.

"Just follow me please?" Niall pleaded once more.

Louis hesitated but soon follows Niall in through the entrance of the cemetery. Louis had this horrible feeling about this and he didn't like what was coming. He was holding his arms close to himself and was wishing this never happened so he never had to tell his friend about this. He looked back and forth, remembering the path from the countless time he had been over the last few days, and turning behind him every few seconds to make sure that Louis was still there.

"Niall, can you just tell me?" Louis asked.

"Its better to show you than tell you." Niall spoke as a tear fell down his face.

He slowed his pace as he saw the tombstone in view, shuddering and praying that Louis is gonna be somewhat okay when he sees this. He finally stopped in front of the grave, just waiting for the time when Louis sees it. He closes his eyes and shoves his hands in his pockets, waiting for Louis to just lose it.

"Niall why are we h-" Louis froze in his spot not daring to move as his eye laid themselves upon the name written across the tombstone.

He didn't know what emotions to feel. He didn't know whether to feel sad because he's dead, or angry because his own friends didn't tell him, or both for both reasons. He was loosing his balance slowly, Niall just having enough time to catch him and slowly lower him to the ground.

"T-this is some kind of sick joke right?" Louis breathed out, trying to keep his cool.

Niall took a deep breath in, holding it and letting it go, trying to muster up everything he could before he et out the answer.

"I wish it was Louis." Niall spoke, more tears falling down his face.

"No." Louis whispered as he placed a hand over his mouth and shook his head, using his other hand a placing it on his stomach crying harder and harder. "No." He repeated.

"Louis." Niall said softly, placing his hand on the back of Louis.

"No, take me home." He whispers.

"Louis are you-"

"Take me home. Now." Louis practically growled.

Niall didn't say anything, he just reached over and tried to help Louis up, only to be pushed away. Louis stomped ahead, trying to breathe correctly, and trying to see through his blurry vision.

"Louis you have to-"

"Shut up Niall! Just shut up. I'm so mad right now that I could just kill you and feel no regrets. So its in your best interest to just take me home." Louis snapped.

Niall felt the tears fill up his eyes as he drove the long and horrid drive home.

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"Liam James fucking Payne!" Louis screamed throughout the house.

At the last minute, Louis wanted Niall to take him to Liam's place so he could have a little chat. Niall was afraid this was going to happen, and he was afraid of what Louis was gonna do. He sighed and took him to Liam's.

The door slammed open and Louis stomped into the house seething with rage and vision red. He wanted an explanation, and he was planning on getting one. He walked through the house yelling Liam's name in anger until he found him sleeping in his room, covers pulled up to his neck and music softly playing in the background. Louis pulled the plug on the music and went over to Liam, slapping him harshly across the face, waking him up immediately.

"What the fuck?!" Liam yelled, opening his eyes and seeing a pissed off Louis glaring at him from the side of his bed.

"Get the fuck up right now Liam!" Louis yelled.

"What is this about?" Liam asked, making Louis even more furious than he was.

"Don't fucking act like you don't know why the hell I'm so fucking angry right now!" Louis spat slapping Liam across the face once again.

"Louis, I swear to god slap me again ill-"

"You'll what? Huh Liam? What will you do?" Louis snapped pacing around Liam's room.

"Louis, what's wrong?" Liam asked, trying to control his anger.

"Why don't you tell Harry to calm me down you know that always does the trick. Oh wait, never mind!" Louis sarcastically spoke.

It took Liam a minute to get it, but once he got it he got up and ran over to Niall -who had ran after Louis- and shoved him against the wall.

"You told him?!" Liam shouted.

"Don't blame him. At least he had the balls to tell me instead of hiding it for as long as he could." Louis spoke angrily punching Liam in the side of his stomach, making him hunch over in pain.

When Liam backed up, Louis tossed another hard punch to his face and another to his stomach then shoved him to the ground. He punched and punched and punched until he was pulled off a few minutes later by a gasping Zayn and held tightly to his chest. Louis tried multiple times to break free from Zayn's hold, but he was too weak. Zayn held him closely to his chest, hearing the sobs rack through Louis body, and feeling the tears fall on his arms. Louis was crying harshly, all of the feelings hitting him at once.

"Haz." His voice squeaked out as he grasped the sleeves of Zayns shirt for dear life.

He felt like he couldn't breathe. He felt like his heart was being ripped out while he was still alive. He felt like he was dying, and he sure s hell wish he was.

Louis had broke down, and Liam was unconscious on the floor. Niall was truly scared, Zayn was struggling with Louis, and Harry. Harry was watching the whole thing go down, slowly leaning down to Liam's unconscious ear and whispering before disappearing.

"I told you to tell him."

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I'm crying. This was deep. I had to get this typed up before I forgot it, and I did it.

I hope it wasn't as bad as I think it was, but we will see.

I will update Speechless when this book is over I promise. Just a few more chapters, and its done. The alternate ending will be up by the end of this week!

Stay beautiful!