My Knights in Shining Leather. (ON HOLD)

Three.

long chapter!!

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Okay so you know how I said I'll 'rest my eyes for a little bit', yeah well. Little bit turned into 5 hours. I mean how's complaining, I most certainly am not! In fact in my humble, honest opinion I deserve much more.

Hey I think I'll become sleeping beauty!  You know what Sam, this is you BEST idea ever.

I mean I am Albert Einsteins offspring! *flicks hair dramatically*

Since I am his offspring, I think I'll create a few theories of my own. Muhahhaha. Okay now am creeping myself out! Sometimes I wonder how am a senior? Haha who am I kidding. I am proud of who I am, even if no one else is.

Way to go Sam! Keep on installing lies in your pathetic little head!

okay fine, whatever! how sad am I? No honestly, I have debates with myself in my brain. although I presume that is normal. Right? Right? Why won't anyone answer me! well fine then brain am going to switch you off now. So Ta da au revoir.

Sometimes I wonder why I have no one to talk to, to have girly conversations, to let go off all my frustrations; my pain.  But than I remember mistakes don't deserve love and hope in their pathetic lives. Oh holy God! If you can hear me, which I presume you or do you read my brain. (stop going of topic Sam), he he oh yeah, as I was saying please pretty please Lord of seven Heavens I want happiness. Even though, am being selfish I want what I can't have: friends, family, love, trust, pain free live. I promise I'll be a good girl, I will all my vegetables and won't waste them. I'll go to bed on time, I promise I'll make my brain understand not to read in the dark after 12'oclock. I promise.

*beep beep*came an annoying sound from the other side of my room. ahhhh . why lord why now? why does- who ever is  texting me, texting me now when am comfortable. Why not when I was practically drowning in boredom?! The world is an extremely cruel place!  Sighing I get up and make my way over to my desk placed right beside the window, or in front of it depends which way your looking I guess.

Hey Sam, hope you okay! Haven't seen you at work this week. Is everything okay? Hope it wasn't too bad! Please tell me your okay, I've tried ringing you since last week but it went to voicemail. answer as soon as you get this. lots of love your second mom! xx

Just reading the text put a gigantic smile on my face. forgetting about my previous statement i just got lost in a pool of my emotions. Honestly,if it wasn't for this woman I don't know where I'll be. People say bloods thicker than water. But I disagree, for me this woman is more of my mother than the one I have, although she didn't physically give birth to me but she's been there for as long as I can remember. how you may ask? well..... story timeeee. haha am soo weird. But aren't we all?

Once upon a time, I've always wanted to start a sentence with this phrase. Anyways, I guess I was around 7 or 8 years old when I met  Sue. Me being the loner kid I was, sitting on the only swing in the far end of this park-don't remember the actual name. Helpful I know. Well anyway I was quite short so I was trying  to push my self higher to touch the clouds, you know the illusion you have as kids if you go high you can touch the clouds, or if you climb a mountain you can reach and just touch the sky. Defeated I just let the wing move slowly, and looked up at the sky. I can still remember how clear the sky was with an exception of a few clouds. Just staring at the sky gave me peace, I know what you must be thinking, why on earth does a 7/8 year old need peace. Well then you haven't met me. hearing laughter I was stunned to see a beautiful couple holding hands walking towards me, I don't think they noticed me yet because they were staring at each other and the man, was looking at the girl with a smile on his face while she was laughing without control. I hope I can have that some day was exactly the first thought I had to myself that very day. Just looking at them made me feel at peace I still don't understand why. I felt rude for staring so I resumed my previous position, of just gazing at the sky. Slowly the laughter faded as it inched closer to me, not wanting them to think of me as a bad kid who doesn't give others privacy I kept my eyes directed to the sky.

 "Hey you okay lovely?" asked a soft voice, it almost sounded as a choir of angels. Confusion took over me, huh I thought. "Hey, hey it okay we don't bite. I promise."  said another voice, it sounded deep but comforting, I presumed it was the man. Ever so carefully I  looked down to see them close to me, looking at me with eyes full of concern and worry directed towards me. Shock filled me to my very last bone, as someone was willingly talking to me, showing me concern I've never  experienced.  "umm.." yeah that was my pathetic reply. I guess I was kinda shy, talking to others. "It's okay, we don't bite. where are your mommy and daddy?" asked the woman who sounded like angels. Nervously I looked to her and said "mom and da are home, looking after my sister."  I told them. "well then honey do they know your out here." asked the intimidating man,  he wasn't actually intimidating. In fact he looked like a gigantic, cuddly teddy bear. "umm.. no... but it's not like they actually care." I replied with a sign and almost teary eyes. I guess they were both shocked and looked at each other, talking telepathically. Then the woman came closer to me and just hugged me. to say I was shocked would be a understatement, reason being I had never experienced such love before. Carefully I hugged her backing hoping she didn't disappear, I didn't realise until she mention I've been crying with the man slowing rubbing my back. "Well  honey, you don't need to cry we're here for you okay." She said while wiping my tear stained cheeks. "oh silly us, I forgot to mention our names. Am Sue and this is my husband Mike." she said pointing to the cuddly teddy bear. "Am Samantha, but you can call me Sam." I replied. "well then Sam, how about I push you on the swing?" asked mike. At that sentence my eyes brightened. "Would you!?" I asked happily. he nodded with a gigantic smile on his face. The rest of the day was filled with laughter and giggles. I realised it was going to be dark soon, so I said my goodbyes to both Sue and Mike. They insisted to drop me home, but I politely declined them, but they made me promise to come back tomorrow at the same time. I promised and was off home.

I met them at the work everyday after that, they became my family and they even took me to their house. So usually I would walk from school, but Mike or Sue would always pick me up to take me to theirs and did all the things my parents should have done. Time flew by and next thing you know am 12 years old. All the girly questions I had about my body were answered by Sue, she gave me 'The talk' along with Mike. She helped me through my very fist period, I was embarrassed but they told me not to be as I was like their daughter. Just thinking about that puts a huge smile on my face. But than one day Mike just left and never came back. When I say his body in that coffin I couldn't contain myself, I just screamed dad. Yes dad, I call them mom and dad, they were extremely happy when I called them that the first time. Sue comforted me but it should have been the other way round. She was brave for me as she told me she promised Mike to look after their daughter, me. Since then we've been there for each other.

I didn't realise that my waterworks had started, I jumped out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash my face and shower. After my hygiene was taken care of, I remembered I had to text Sue.

"hey mom, am okay thanks, it wasn't too bad. My phone was dead, now its charging but I'll see you on Wednesday for work. take care love you. xx p.s. hope you've taken all your tablets".

Sighing. I went to my bed just staring at the ceiling, and waiting for sleep to engulf me. Sleep took me to a place where everything was perfect and mike was here with us.

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